Sometimes I get this mood where I want a relationship, love, affection very much, and that's when inceldom really hurts.

[Deleted member 7448]

The biggest downside of being dead inside is that when you do feel emotions every once in a while, they hit a lot harder.

Every few months or even weeks, I really get this longing, this great desire for love. I just want to cuddle with a woman, kiss her, hold her tight, be in a relationship and get along, get to know each other intimately.

This usually ruins a whole day for me or even more, and even fapping doesn't help completely. I'm reminded of all the girls I never had a chance with in life, it hurts. So many classes, so many girls met, and I wasn't even "friends" with any, I didn't even get to the stage of having some chemistry.

 

[Words2_live_bye]

The biggest downside of being dead inside is that when you do feel emotions every once in a while, they hit a lot harder.

Every few months or even weeks, I really get this longing, this great desire for love. I just want to cuddle with a woman, kiss her, hold her tight, be in a relationship and get along, get to know each other intimately.

I know your pain. Being dead inside and then having things like this come into your mind are awful, and like teasing a bird locked in a cage with the idea of freedom. It's when i'm laying in bed, trying to fall asleep, and i'm left to my thoughts, that i realise how much i long for a woman to be next to me, and to do the things you listed.

 

[Barnacle]

Especially hurts when life goes by and you get older, losing your prime years in solitude while many people out there have all that what you are looking for.
You are born human with human thoughts and longings but you are not allowed to fulfill any of these needs.
Life is a suckfest

 

[Kent]

The biggest downside of being dead inside is that when you do feel emotions every once in a while, they hit a lot harder.

Yeah. Sometimes I'll watch a romantic movie and forget that I'm incel.

 

[TheMinimalist]

The biggest downside of being dead inside is that when you do feel emotions every once in a while, they hit a lot harder.

Every few months or even weeks, I really get this longing, this great desire for love. I just want to cuddle with a woman, kiss her, hold her tight, be in a relationship and get along, get to know each other intimately.

This usually ruins a whole day for me or even more, and even fapping doesn't help completely. I'm reminded of all the girls I never had a chance with in life, it hurts. So many classes, so many girls met, and I wasn't even "friends" with any, I didn't even get to the stage of having some chemistry.

Yeah I experience the exact same thing. Took the words right out of my mouth man you can't help the things you long for.

Especially hurts when life goes by and you get older, losing your prime years in solitude while many people out there have all that what you are looking for.
You are born human with human thoughts and longings but you are not allowed to fulfill any of these needs.
Life is a suckfest

Yh, something out there doesn't like us, and therefore we exist in the way we do

I know your pain. Being dead inside and then having things like this come into your mind are awful, and like teasing a bird locked in a cage with the idea of freedom. It's when i'm laying in bed, trying to fall asleep, and i'm left to my thoughts, that i realise how much i long for a woman to be next to me, and to do the things you listed.

Yup right before it's time to sleep
This thread is a great cope. Very relatable, thanks op

 

[Mystic]

I wish i would just die already

 

[Saigon Depression]

We will never fulfill these desires and the only way out is Death.

 

[Emba]

Horrible stuff man. Sometimes I just wish I had a irl friend. But everyone wants something and I have nothing.

 

[Deleted member 1042]

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