Incels.is - Involuntary Celibate

Being over 35 i feel a bit cringey doing these posts, because these are basically the same thoughts i had at 16.

Anyways, sometimes i have little social interactions. For example, a female cashier, a food delivery guy or whatever. Small social interactions that, on the surface, may even seem nice and make me think the world is nice and it would be fun to get to know people etc etc.

Problem is, i get out of my house and it's soul crushing: hot teens with ALWAYS hot guys. Weird coincidence, isn't it. Sometimes i see average couples and they do not seem happy at all.

If you see parties or events, all the guys there are always normal to good looking. Nerd with glasses (or people with glasses in general) are extremely rare.

You instantly remember that you're not supposed to be a part of society, unless you want to endure playing the clown role. I've once tried to do that, i felt a bit happy and then a girl joked about my appearance.

If you're ugly and you choose to interact with groups of people, i can assure you you'll be reminded about that everytime, and you'll be put in your place in an instant.

It's soul crushing.