First step will be to delete you account here, im just chilling here until my boss call me and i start to work (will be this month), after that i will delete my account and start to moneymaxx and go for surgeries if i couldnt ascend due to weight loss.
But the first thing is to stop with unimportant things, i know you probably like to post here but a good way would be to completely stop (delete your account), stop with here, stop with games, copes in general and go ALL IN, i said ALL IN.
I mean we are getting closer to death, we need to make something about our lives, even the manlets or the absolute fucked in the face need to wageslave and try surgery, we need to try because when we die, we are done for good and also we have nothing to lose after all.
I browse this shit for almost 3 years (lurker), and this fuck with your mentality, is funny to talk bad about women but is tiring, everyone talk about their problems but you dont see no one fixing them, here is just a pit of doom that will consuming you.
You are young and you can ascend, but look all the time you lost, you are already 22 so you dont have time to lose, soon you will be 25 and the time will be passing by, throw the copes away and go ALL IN.
Also you have motivation, that is good but you will need discipline on the long run, try to get that if you dont have because you will need, when you feel bad you will give up without it.
