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Feeshtu
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I used to want friends so much. I tried everything.
I would remember when I was younger, I had friends.
For a long time I was in a trance, unable to see the past clearly.
I had remembered the good times, but let the bad shit slip from memory.
Like the friend who hit me in the head with a book in class.
Or the friend who didn’t ever want to hang out unless I had cigarettes.
And the friend who made it a point to ridicule me and make fun of me around others.
I could go on. But it sums it up to say that all my past friends, were not very good friends.
In fact, I got treated like shit by all of them.
One day, I saw the past clearly.
I no longer wanted friends.
I refused to be friends with others.
I started walking down this dark road, alone.
And you know what?
I feel a tremendous sense of relief that it is over.
I would remember when I was younger, I had friends.
For a long time I was in a trance, unable to see the past clearly.
I had remembered the good times, but let the bad shit slip from memory.
Like the friend who hit me in the head with a book in class.
Or the friend who didn’t ever want to hang out unless I had cigarettes.
And the friend who made it a point to ridicule me and make fun of me around others.
I could go on. But it sums it up to say that all my past friends, were not very good friends.
In fact, I got treated like shit by all of them.
One day, I saw the past clearly.
I no longer wanted friends.
I refused to be friends with others.
I started walking down this dark road, alone.
And you know what?
I feel a tremendous sense of relief that it is over.