Stupid Clown
Everything burns
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I've been thinking about my life the past few days and I realized that throughout all of it I've always tried and failed to make friends and socialize. No matter how much I studied on how to be likable, read books on making friends, etc... I always ended up the same place where I began, alone. I've tried making friends with autistic people, people who were basically in the same position as me but it's always failed and much to my surprise they've succeeded socially.
I think some of us are just fated to be alone. It's as if God/fate itself is against us finding any comrades at all. It's beyond just being not able to get women.
It drives you insane after awhile. The constant social rejection, the loneliness, the hatred of humanity. You can't stop that subconscious instinct to socialize and it constantly tortures you. All copes end eventually, video games become boring, movies become boring, everything becomes one long boring grind where you have to do something exciting to even not feel dead inside.
I think some of us are just fated to be alone. It's as if God/fate itself is against us finding any comrades at all. It's beyond just being not able to get women.
It drives you insane after awhile. The constant social rejection, the loneliness, the hatred of humanity. You can't stop that subconscious instinct to socialize and it constantly tortures you. All copes end eventually, video games become boring, movies become boring, everything becomes one long boring grind where you have to do something exciting to even not feel dead inside.
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