Venting Some information about me.

[M5_HEX]

I'm new here, i'm lurking this website since 2021. My stats:
Age: 20, Height: 173cm (5'8), I wish i was even taller when i'm not and most normies in my country are having height of 185cm or 190cm.
Skin: White, Nationality: Polish (Central Europe)
My sicknesses: Confirmed/diagnosed Asperger, ADHD since 2019, undiagnosed CPTSD since the age of 6, I even considered suicide when I was 7 years old.
Interests: Coding in Visual Basic and learning gamehacking using Assembly, playing weeb/otaku games (like osu! or Genshin Impact), reading a lot of manga and anime like drama, tragedy or comedy. I hate romances at all cost. + I have dakimakura and i watch anime since 2010.

When i was 6 years old, i was brutally beaten by my parents and older siblings and insulted a lot of times probably almost everyday from sluts and idiots and also that I can't do anything good according to my parents. When i was 12 i've been sent to psych ward for 3 months and next time was that i've been sent next time to psych ward when i was 13 and 15 years old. And i had to report to the police my father when i was 11 years old for domestic violence when my father received cash penalty of 250PLN (60$) he stopped beating me. And when i was 16 years old my older brother tried to kill me through suffocation.
Also that i've been never in relationship or have a girlfriend and i'm still KHHV to this day and i have no friends at all to talk to.

 

[Bianor]

Brutal story, hope your life is at least better than it was before.

whores

Sluts*.

 

[PersonalityChad]

I see. Welcome to the forum GrAYcel

 

[Celasius]

i'm lurking this website since 2021.

Absolutely fucking brutal and relatable if not LARP. Anyways, welcome to hell.

 

[M5_HEX]

Brutal story, hope your life is at least better than it was before.

Sluts*.

Fixed.

 

[M5_HEX]

Absolutely fucking brutal and relatable if not LARP. Anyways, welcome to hell.

It's not LARP, it's true.

 

[greggymex7]

Welcome to hell

 

[rhodie]

173cm (5'8)

 

[SocialzERo]

I'm new here, i'm lurking this website since 2021. My stats:
Age: 20, Height: 173cm (5'8), I wish i was even taller when i'm not and most normies in my country are having height of 185cm or 190cm.
Skin: White, Nationality: Polish (Central Europe)
My sicknesses: Confirmed/diagnosed Asperger, ADHD since 2019, undiagnosed CPTSD since the age of 6, I even considered suicide when I was 7 years old.
Interests: Coding in Visual Basic and learning gamehacking using Assembly, playing weeb/otaku games (like osu! or Genshin Impact), reading a lot of manga and anime like drama, tragedy or comedy. I hate romances at all cost. + I have dakimakura and i watch anime since 2010.

When i was 6 years old, i was brutally beaten by my parents and older siblings and insulted a lot of times probably almost everyday from sluts and idiots and also that I can't do anything good according to my parents. When i was 12 i've been sent to psych ward for 3 months and next time was that i've been sent next time to psych ward when i was 13 and 15 years old. And i had to report to the police my father when i was 11 years old for domestic violence when my father received cash penalty of 250PLN (60$) he stopped beating me. And when i was 16 years old my older brother tried to kill me through suffocation.
Also that i've been never in relationship or have a girlfriend and i'm still KHHV to this day and i have no friends at all to talk to.

Another Pole

 

[Shinichi Kudo]

Many Polishcels on this forum.
Poland seems like hell on Earth.

 

[Atavistic Autist]

I am a fellow autistic/ADHD Polish brothER from the American diaspora. Read my threads about the opioid pill, and take an opioid agonist + stimulant. It will alleviate your misery.

 

[M5_HEX]

I am a fellow autistic/ADHD Polish brothER from the American diaspora. Read my threads about the opioid pill, and take an opioid agonist + stimulant. It will alleviate your misery.

I will see.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Welcome to your new home brocel

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

Welcome to your new home brocel

 

[PLA1092]

Damn you reported your dad for beating your ass and they just fined him $60? Over for you boyo. Shit environment in a shithole country. Brutal lurking since 2021 and only joining now btw, join date pill will never escape you.

 

[southeastoldcel]

I'm new here, i'm lurking this website since 2021. My stats:
Age: 20, Height: 173cm (5'8), I wish i was even taller when i'm not and most normies in my country are having height of 185cm or 190cm.
Skin: White, Nationality: Polish (Central Europe)
My sicknesses: Confirmed/diagnosed Asperger, ADHD since 2019, undiagnosed CPTSD since the age of 6, I even considered suicide when I was 7 years old.
Interests: Coding in Visual Basic and learning gamehacking using Assembly, playing weeb/otaku games (like osu! or Genshin Impact), reading a lot of manga and anime like drama, tragedy or comedy. I hate romances at all cost. + I have dakimakura and i watch anime since 2010.

When i was 6 years old, i was brutally beaten by my parents and older siblings and insulted a lot of times probably almost everyday from sluts and idiots and also that I can't do anything good according to my parents. When i was 12 i've been sent to psych ward for 3 months and next time was that i've been sent next time to psych ward when i was 13 and 15 years old. And i had to report to the police my father when i was 11 years old for domestic violence when my father received cash penalty of 250PLN (60$) he stopped beating me. And when i was 16 years old my older brother tried to kill me through suffocation.
Also that i've been never in relationship or have a girlfriend and i'm still KHHV to this day and i have no friends at all to talk to.

One question- why are all your hobbies/interests built on the most incel things imaginable? I mean I get that looks determine most of
this stuff(and they do), but still I swear some of us aren't exactly helping our situation........

 

[M5_HEX]

One question- why are all your hobbies/interests built on the most incel things imaginable? I mean I get that looks determine most of
this stuff(and they do), but still I swear some of us aren't exactly helping our situation........

I have no other interests than these ones. I hate sports, athletics.

 

[StefiBeaLipton]

Good day.

 

[turbosperg]

I'm new here, i'm lurking this website since 2021. My stats:
Age: 20, Height: 173cm (5'8), I wish i was even taller when i'm not and most normies in my country are having height of 185cm or 190cm.
Skin: White, Nationality: Polish (Central Europe)
My sicknesses: Confirmed/diagnosed Asperger, ADHD since 2019, undiagnosed CPTSD since the age of 6, I even considered suicide when I was 7 years old.
Interests: Coding in Visual Basic and learning gamehacking using Assembly, playing weeb/otaku games (like osu! or Genshin Impact), reading a lot of manga and anime like drama, tragedy or comedy. I hate romances at all cost. + I have dakimakura and i watch anime since 2010.

When i was 6 years old, i was brutally beaten by my parents and older siblings and insulted a lot of times probably almost everyday from sluts and idiots and also that I can't do anything good according to my parents. When i was 12 i've been sent to psych ward for 3 months and next time was that i've been sent next time to psych ward when i was 13 and 15 years old. And i had to report to the police my father when i was 11 years old for domestic violence when my father received cash penalty of 250PLN (60$) he stopped beating me. And when i was 16 years old my older brother tried to kill me through suffocation.
Also that i've been never in relationship or have a girlfriend and i'm still KHHV to this day and i have no friends at all to talk to.

Over.

Try to find a job that uses your skills so you can move away from them and afford buying copes.

 

[Lonesome Bright]

I'm new here, i'm lurking this website since 2021. My stats:
Age: 20, Height: 173cm (5'8), I wish i was even taller when i'm not and most normies in my country are having height of 185cm or 190cm.
Skin: White, Nationality: Polish (Central Europe)
My sicknesses: Confirmed/diagnosed Asperger, ADHD since 2019, undiagnosed CPTSD since the age of 6, I even considered suicide when I was 7 years old.
Interests: Coding in Visual Basic and learning gamehacking using Assembly, playing weeb/otaku games (like osu! or Genshin Impact), reading a lot of manga and anime like drama, tragedy or comedy. I hate romances at all cost. + I have dakimakura and i watch anime since 2010.

When i was 6 years old, i was brutally beaten by my parents and older siblings and insulted a lot of times probably almost everyday from sluts and idiots and also that I can't do anything good according to my parents. When i was 12 i've been sent to psych ward for 3 months and next time was that i've been sent next time to psych ward when i was 13 and 15 years old. And i had to report to the police my father when i was 11 years old for domestic violence when my father received cash penalty of 250PLN (60$) he stopped beating me. And when i was 16 years old my older brother tried to kill me through suffocation.
Also that i've been never in relationship or have a girlfriend and i'm still KHHV to this day and i have no friends at all to talk to.

OMG you poor sod may I follow you (freind request)?

 

[M5_HEX]

Over.

Try to find a job that uses your skills so you can move away from them and afford buying copes.

I have autismbux and i'm unable to find a job.

 

[Lonesome Bright]

Over.

Try to find a job that uses your skills so you can move away from them and afford buying copes.

what are good buying copes? first I heard of this term

 

[Lonesome Bright]

I have autismbux and i'm unable to find a job.

there is got to be something you can find?

 

[M5_HEX]

OMG you poor sod may I follow you (freind request)?

Sure.

 

[M5_HEX]

there is got to be something you can find?

Nope. There's not.

 

[PolskiKartofel]

Polish

O kurwa, święta Cecylio

Jak już tu jesteś to masz małe szanse na uratowanie

 

[turbosperg]

what are good buying copes? first I heard of this term

afford your own house, toys, electronics, food, collectibles, clothes, etc. Also: travel and hookers

 

[PolskiKartofel]

Patrz na niektórych z nas, co tu siedzą od 2020

 

[turbosperg]

there is got to be something you can find?

Programming?

 

[Lonesome Bright]

I have no other interests than these ones. I hate sports, athletics.

get into body building I am sure you have lots of rage in yoiu from your past use it to cope. get hench.

 

[Atavistic Autist]

I have autismbux and i'm unable to find a job.

How easy is it to get autismbux in Poland?

 

[M5_HEX]

get into body building I am sure you have lots of rage in yoiu from your past use it to cope. get hench.

I can't. I have very often health issues.

 

[M5_HEX]

How easy is it to get autismbux in Poland?

You need to have official diagnosis of sickness from psychiatrist and a lot of opinions from teachers from old schools (like Elementary School, Middle School and doctors) and wait 6 months at least for response.

 

[Atavistic Autist]

You need to have official diagnosis of sickness and a lot of opinions from teachers from old schools (like Elementary School, Middle School and doctors) and wait 6 months at least for response.

Did you immediately get accepted after those 6 months, or did you have to go through an appeals process?

I got NEETbux in America for autism, but it took two years.

 

[Friezacel]

You sure normies are 185-190cm ? Seems overly tall for Poland

 

[M5_HEX]

Did you immediately get accepted after those 6 months, or did you have to go through an appeals process?

I got NEETbux in America for autism, but it took two years.

Got immediately accepted after 6 months.

 

[M5_HEX]

You sure normies are 185-190cm ? Seems overly tall for Poland

I've seen a lot. So i'm sure.

 

[Friezacel]

I've seen a lot.

It's so ovER

 

[Atavistic Autist]

Got immediately accepted after 6 months.

In America most applicants get shit-tested with an initial rejection, and then have to appeal not once but twice until they're seen by a judge.

I receive about $620 monthly, but it could be up to $900 if I lived alone. I also qualify for subsidized housing and food subsidies.

I can receive much more money after my parents retire (~$1,800 a month ) since I'd qualify for benefits under their work history

 

[Lonesome Bright]

Nope. There's not.

why not?

 

[M5_HEX]

In America most applicants get shit-tested with an initial rejection, and then have to appeal not once but twice until they're seen by a judge.

I receive about $620 monthly, but it could be up to $900 if I lived alone. I also qualify for subsidized housing and food subsidies.

I can receive much more money after my parents retire since I'd qualify for benefits under their work history

After waiting 6 months for response and official confirmation i've received to my bank account 9922PLN (2367$) but now i'm receiving each month 1445PLN (344.75$).

 

[Atavistic Autist]

After waiting 6 months for response and official confirmation i've received to my bank account 9922PLN (2367$) but now i'm receiving each month 1445PLN (344.75$).

My backpay was like $12,000 after being accepted lol, of which I received $10,000 (the rest going to my lawyer)

 

[M5_HEX]

O kurwa, święta Cecylio

Jak już tu jesteś to masz małe szanse na uratowanie

I tak od dziecka miałem bardzo małe szanse na uratowanie, lol.

 

[PolskiKartofel]

I tak od dziecka miałem bardzo małe szanse na uratowanie, lol.

Ta strona to ostatnie stadium postępowania czarnopigułkowego

 

[w1818alone]

Brutal

 

[southeastoldcel]

I have no other interests than these ones. I hate sports, athletics.

But there is a big middle ground between your uber-incel interests and sports/athletics. Find something interest/activity-wise to in part define yourself that doesn't go even more towards the incel caricature....

 

[NihilisticSoul]

Brutal

 

[M5_HEX]

OP recommend me some good anime games please

Rhythm games, rpg games?
osu!, Hatsune Miku Colorful Stage, BanG Dream, D4DJ Groovy Mix - Rhythm games
Honkai Impact 3, Genshin Impact, Honkai Star Rail, Project MUGEN, Tower Of Fantasy, Aether Gazer - RPG games

 

[BlackCel_from_ZA]

I'm new here, i'm lurking this website since 2021. My stats:
Age: 20, Height: 173cm (5'8), I wish i was even taller when i'm not and most normies in my country are having height of 185cm or 190cm.
Skin: White, Nationality: Polish (Central Europe)
My sicknesses: Confirmed/diagnosed Asperger, ADHD since 2019, undiagnosed CPTSD since the age of 6, I even considered suicide when I was 7 years old.
Interests: Coding in Visual Basic and learning gamehacking using Assembly, playing weeb/otaku games (like osu! or Genshin Impact), reading a lot of manga and anime like drama, tragedy or comedy. I hate romances at all cost. + I have dakimakura and i watch anime since 2010.

When i was 6 years old, i was brutally beaten by my parents and older siblings and insulted a lot of times probably almost everyday from sluts and idiots and also that I can't do anything good according to my parents. When i was 12 i've been sent to psych ward for 3 months and next time was that i've been sent next time to psych ward when i was 13 and 15 years old. And i had to report to the police my father when i was 11 years old for domestic violence when my father received cash penalty of 250PLN (60$) he stopped beating me. And when i was 16 years old my older brother tried to kill me through suffocation.
Also that i've been never in relationship or have a girlfriend and i'm still KHHV to this day and i have no friends at all to talk to.

Biggest LARP I ever seen ngl. You wanted to commit suicide at 7 years old. I don't fucking buy, when did .is turn into a dick measuring contest, everyone wants to suffer more than the other person kek. .

There was a thread were coomskins said they suffer more than starving african children because they can't get sex. It must really be nice living a life of privilege and you're only problems are going to uni and not having sex. 99.98% of .is users don't actually know what true suffering is.

 

[1nsomniak]

Jesus man, hope you're doing ok