Limitcel
Anti-life / "Don't Try" - Bukowki's epitaph
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It's been months since nothing has happened in my life, since I haven't seen anything new, just other versions of the same things.
I don't do much in real life either, I don't have any way to, I don't have friends to go out, my city is very poor and uninteresting, the population has nothing to do with me (I don't even say this to make myself feel special, but I really am very different, there's no way I can make connections with other people)
Nowadays I don't even have that much paranoia or anxiety, it's just that there's simply nothing to talk about, what I know they're not interested or find it boring and what they like I'm not interested in
So what I can do is isolate myself in my world, but even my world is becoming boring. the subjects that I was interested in are losing their magic every day. i don't feel pleasure in anything and I don't feel like doing anything
I don't do much in real life either, I don't have any way to, I don't have friends to go out, my city is very poor and uninteresting, the population has nothing to do with me (I don't even say this to make myself feel special, but I really am very different, there's no way I can make connections with other people)
Nowadays I don't even have that much paranoia or anxiety, it's just that there's simply nothing to talk about, what I know they're not interested or find it boring and what they like I'm not interested in
So what I can do is isolate myself in my world, but even my world is becoming boring. the subjects that I was interested in are losing their magic every day. i don't feel pleasure in anything and I don't feel like doing anything