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Small town living really puts your autism to the test.

Socialretard79

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From 8-17 years old I lived in a small town with a population of about 400 people. Went to school in a town with about 1,000. School had less than 100 kids. Still managed to be friendless. In a classroom of like 9 kids. I was the only friendless one, usually. True autism.
 
I could never live in a small town. I was raised in the city. Or at least the outskirts of the city. I did end up going to a high school in a small town and everyone basically knew each other, but still I am glad that I wasn't raised there. It just sucks. It's so boring.
 
From 8-17 years old I lived in a small town with a population of about 400 people. Went to school in a town with about 1,000. School had less than 100 kids. Still managed to be friendless. In a classroom of like 9 kids. I was the only friendless one, usually. True autism.
And by the time your'e about to graduate, the social circles will have been so cemented that's it's impossible to join one.
I could never live in a small town. I was raised in the city. Or at least the outskirts of the city. I did end up going to a high school in a small town and everyone basically knew each other, but still I am glad that I wasn't raised there. It just sucks. It's so boring.
My city has just under 20,000 people.
 
I’m dealing with small town hicks now. Not sophisticated; unsocialized and sometimes rude. Boring poor ppl = sad life.
Cabin Fever is hardship at its core.
 
I concluded there's no point in having friends, let alone school ,,friends".
 
I grew up in a small town but atleast then neighbour hood kids would join up at my door and we would sometimes bike together to school and stuff. From 19+ noone contacted me out of their own will anymore, people excluded me, and I have been isolated ever since (for almost 9 years)
 
Growing up in a small suburb has turned me into what I am today. I was constantly bullied/harassed (from kindergarden to elementary school), in kindergarden other children threw rocks at my face, in elementary school I was bullied/beaten daily. My entire life people treated me as the village idiot. They wouldn't even let me on a normal school due to Autism. Also in the kindergarden where I went education forms that are nowadays considered as child abuse were common. Also had to visit psychiatries (back then when attachment therapy -one of the most desastrous therapy forms- was still considered ok there).
During the religious practices I was also abused by other children, on the day of my birthday a curly head (I knew from church) awaited me with my new rollercoaster in a subway, destroyed my rollercoaster and beat me up (previously he came to me on a bike and beat me on the head while driving by; unironically on one time he got me so mad that I tried to kick him in the spokes of his bike, sadly he wasn't injured or worse; guess what: that piece of shit drowns in women now).
And now these worthless whores and "men" act like empathetic hardcore-SJWs and have discovered their heart for minorities of all kind (like refugees/faggots) while destroying the lifes of their neighbors - they are for me pathognomonic for everything that is wrong with my country, some foreigner gets welcomed because the media tells them to do so while they bully their own people nearly to death. A few years ago (and even now) they said that mentally-ill people have no rights for the most basal things in life (like literally elementary school education), now they advocate for inclusion/tolerance/etc. of migrants/LGBTQs/etc. - the very same people that did that to me, only to make a turn back when it comes to men with mental illnesses (my story repeats itself basically with a boy from my neighborhood).
And the best thing: How other mothers treated their children compared to mine (that always blamed me for everything that happened to me from kindergarden to adult life) - once such a vile long-haired faggot (that is nowadays a town's chad) made fun of me during reading class with pig sounds, the teacher punished him and his whore of a mother called mine to complain that her son was punished because of me, imagine the sheer boldness of that whore. My family is also (needless to say) hated in the place where I live, a neighbor unironically attempted a murder on a family member by sabotaging his vehicle and my dog was nearly poisoned. Everything in that little, tolerant, middle-class suburb. I hate everyone - young and old alike. Hope the worst for everyone that sets foot in that little shithole.
 
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Growing up in a small suburb has turned me into what I am today. I was constantly bullied/harassed (from kindergarden to elementary school), in kindergarden other children threw rocks at my face, in elementary school I was bullied/beaten daily. My entire life people treated me as the village idiot. They wouldn't even let me on a normal school due to Autism. Also in the kindergarden where I went education forms that are nowadays considered as child abuse were common. Also had to visit psychiatries (back then when attachment therapy -one of the most desastrous therapy forms- was still considered ok there).
During the religious practices I was also abused by other children, on the day of my birthday a curly head (I knew from church) awaited me with my new rollercoaster in a subway, destroyed my rollercoaster and beat me up (previously he came to me on a bike and beat me on the head while driving by; unironically on one time he got me so mad that I tried to kick him in the spokes of his bike, sadly he wasn't injured or worse; guess what: that piece of shit drowns in women now).
And now these worthless whores and "men" act like empathetic hardcore-SJWs and have discovered their heart for minorities of all kind (like refugees/faggots) while destroying the lifes of their neighbors - they are for me pathognomonic for everything that is wrong with my country, some foreigner gets welcomed because the media tells them to do so while they bully their own people nearly to death. A few years ago (and even now) they said that mentally-ill people have no rights for the most basal things in life (like literally elementary school education), now they advocate for inclusion/tolerance/etc. of migrants/LGBTQs/etc. - the very same people that did that to me, only to make a turn back when it comes to men with mental illnesses (my story repeats itself basically with a boy from my neighborhood).
And the best thing: How other mothers treated their children compared to mine (that always blamed me for everything that happened to me from kindergarden to adult life) - once such a vile long-haired faggot (that is nowadays a town's chad) made fun of me during reading class with pig sounds, the teacher punished him and his whore of a mother called mine to complain that her son was punished because of me, imagine the sheer boldness of that whore. My family is also (needless to say) hated in the place where I live, a neighbor unironically attempted a murder on a family member by sabotaging his vehicle and my dog was nearly poisoned. Everything in that little, tolerant, middle-class suburb. I hate everyone - young and old alike. Hope the worst for everyone that sets foot in that little shithole.
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