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I am seriously getting sick of humans.
Always was annoyed and pissed of by them, their endless consumption, how everything is just about greed, money, status.
Yet one thing pissed me off nowadays if not EVER like this one:
Pretending to care about something you dont care at all.
Like for example in school - in nearly 100% of the case I did not care about what was the class about. All lessons most of the knowledge I aquired myself, the only class I actually got to like surprisingly was math belive it or not. Because for me math was always a "free unit" an opinion my classmates didnt share. I already knew all that shit lol, math was like a game to me that I had put in too many hours in my childhood already. So everytime math came along I was cheerful "cool time to sleep lol".
Regardless.
Generally speaking I was not interested at all because people are NOT interesting - I was interesting to anyone in some weird kinda way - for me it was weird why they always eye me - not for my looks so much as my behavior. I was a weird fucking kid, they said that multiple times, some bullied me because they couldn't comprehend my cognitive flow (non NT).
Everyone always wanted to be "interesting" ....for something...but they never impressed me.
This, if I think about it now, must be quite a shoker to some people, maybe also an Attribute that contributed further to my inceldom. Imagine if NOBODY gave a shit about women. No simps, no love interests nothing.
Can society even function this was?
It would also be for any kinda materialistic possession. Everyone someone came to me in Highschool and tried to flex their "birthday gifts" I was always like...why are you telling me this?
Ok? Well its gonna be outdated in a few years! - This one lmao fucked that one dude up complete, bro tried to flex a PS4 in 2012 or so and I like didnt like gaming that much as a 12 yo and the only games I played were free to play Flash games. Never understood this whole PS/Xbox/Wii hype.
My nonexistent feelings to care also let me to never participate or even download social media plattforms for better or worse.
You know what word I hate the most in the adult world? Verantwortung aka responsibility.
Everytime someone said I need to take responsibility for something - I was out of there. Quite literally, one of my part time jobs in 2020 I quit because they wanted to let me run a WHOLE ASS Café on my own. As a 20 yo minijobber. A whole ass Café bruh. I was a fucking assistance, a temporary worker, these fucking idiots did not see it that way apparently, so I just left that job 1 week after they told me I should work the whole Café for myself without a coworker there.
That Café closed lmao.
Regardless constantly pretending to CARE is just not my thing and I think this is also a rising trend with male Gen Z and Gen Alphas who are just sici of capitalism, social media or this whole pretentious System that itself doesn't care about oneself anyway.
-> I am sick of pretending to be interested in subjects/individuals/social standards just because Soyciety wants me too. Pretending to care is useless and a Chore. Not pretending to care pisses Normies off surprisingly.
I am seriously getting sick of humans.
Always was annoyed and pissed of by them, their endless consumption, how everything is just about greed, money, status.
Yet one thing pissed me off nowadays if not EVER like this one:
Pretending to care about something you dont care at all.
Like for example in school - in nearly 100% of the case I did not care about what was the class about. All lessons most of the knowledge I aquired myself, the only class I actually got to like surprisingly was math belive it or not. Because for me math was always a "free unit" an opinion my classmates didnt share. I already knew all that shit lol, math was like a game to me that I had put in too many hours in my childhood already. So everytime math came along I was cheerful "cool time to sleep lol".
Regardless.
Generally speaking I was not interested at all because people are NOT interesting - I was interesting to anyone in some weird kinda way - for me it was weird why they always eye me - not for my looks so much as my behavior. I was a weird fucking kid, they said that multiple times, some bullied me because they couldn't comprehend my cognitive flow (non NT).
Everyone always wanted to be "interesting" ....for something...but they never impressed me.
This, if I think about it now, must be quite a shoker to some people, maybe also an Attribute that contributed further to my inceldom. Imagine if NOBODY gave a shit about women. No simps, no love interests nothing.
Can society even function this was?
It would also be for any kinda materialistic possession. Everyone someone came to me in Highschool and tried to flex their "birthday gifts" I was always like...why are you telling me this?
Ok? Well its gonna be outdated in a few years! - This one lmao fucked that one dude up complete, bro tried to flex a PS4 in 2012 or so and I like didnt like gaming that much as a 12 yo and the only games I played were free to play Flash games. Never understood this whole PS/Xbox/Wii hype.
My nonexistent feelings to care also let me to never participate or even download social media plattforms for better or worse.
You know what word I hate the most in the adult world? Verantwortung aka responsibility.
Everytime someone said I need to take responsibility for something - I was out of there. Quite literally, one of my part time jobs in 2020 I quit because they wanted to let me run a WHOLE ASS Café on my own. As a 20 yo minijobber. A whole ass Café bruh. I was a fucking assistance, a temporary worker, these fucking idiots did not see it that way apparently, so I just left that job 1 week after they told me I should work the whole Café for myself without a coworker there.
That Café closed lmao.
Regardless constantly pretending to CARE is just not my thing and I think this is also a rising trend with male Gen Z and Gen Alphas who are just sici of capitalism, social media or this whole pretentious System that itself doesn't care about oneself anyway.
-> I am sick of pretending to be interested in subjects/individuals/social standards just because Soyciety wants me too. Pretending to care is useless and a Chore. Not pretending to care pisses Normies off surprisingly.
