Serious Should I try to ascend or should I just give up?

[Konon]

I'm almost 22 years old, never kissed a girl or had sex. I have no car, no friends, the only thing I have is a job (for now). I live in a third world country in the Balkans, look like your typical Balkan shit, so I'm not sure if I can do JBW game. The skin on my face is scarred from 10 years of acne and I still have extreme acne on my back and I don't know how to get rid of it, have tried a lot of stuff already, but haven't been to a dermatologist yet. Am missing two of my chewing teeth, thus one half of my jaw is less developed than the other (has been so for the last 2 years), but hopefully I'll get that fixed soon. Only good things about my appearance are that I'm 6'0 tall (which is pretty avarage around here, so I haven't gotten anything much from it) and I have some broad shoulders, but my wrists are miniature. I literally know only one other male with smaller wrists and he's 5'3.

I'm also an alcoholic, been drinking almost everyday for the past 2 years. I already have some health issues related to that. But I guess I'm a high-functioning one, since I am sober throughout the day, just drink at night and can also hold a job. Other than that I'm pretty ADHD (or low IQ, dunno really) and think very fucking slowly and do a lot of rediculous mistakes everyday. I also failed college last year. I guess at least I was in college to begin with. My parents expect a lot from me for some reason. All I really want right now would be to have a girlfriend, cause I know for sure it will motivate me (just thinking I had a chance with a girl in the past super-motivated me) to do stuff, but that's just not gonna happen. I can't even imagine a girl being interested in me at this point. Meanwhile, there's suicide fuel everywhere around me - people my age in relationships partying, having fun, kissing in public, all things that are completely foreign to me.

All in all, I'm fucked up mentally, but I guess I could still have a chance to maybe looksmaxx, statusmaxx, but I don't know if the second one is possible at all, since I literally have no friends at this point. So should I even try?

 

[Evildoer]

but my wrists are miniature.

Did you measure them?

 

[Konon]

Did you measure them?

No, but considering the fact that about 3/4 of foids I meet wristmogg me..

 

[Newbie17]

Good luck.

Stop coping with alcohol though. In my opinion the only good thing about it is that it lowers your inhib.

 

[KingOfRome]

If you go to Italy or Greece, your 6' height could be an asset.

 

[Evildoer]

No, but considering the fact that about 3/4 of foids I meet wristmogg me..

At least you're fairly tall... Imagine being manlet + small frame = legit death, tbh tbh.

 

[Copecell]

Give up. Unless you're going to make a serious effort to looksmax, quit alcohol etc.

 

[rockwell1488]

Stay alive man, and don't binge on vodka like I used to, KEK. When I was your age, five years ago, I was similar to you and I've only changed a little bit.

 

[3uxp]

Quit alcohol man it will bloat you tbh you should just consider going to thailand if you you look normie tier your height is a plus if you have light eyes like light gray or light blue you will slay there it's not worth pursuing women in balkan countries especially when you're low IQ trust me I've been there trying to ascend with 0 results.

 

[LebaneseCel]

Looksmaxx and ask out as many girls as possible.