I'm almost 22 years old, never kissed a girl or had sex. I have no car, no friends, the only thing I have is a job (for now). I live in a third world country in the Balkans, look like your typical Balkan shit, so I'm not sure if I can do JBW game. The skin on my face is scarred from 10 years of acne and I still have extreme acne on my back and I don't know how to get rid of it, have tried a lot of stuff already, but haven't been to a dermatologist yet. Am missing two of my chewing teeth, thus one half of my jaw is less developed than the other (has been so for the last 2 years), but hopefully I'll get that fixed soon. Only good things about my appearance are that I'm 6'0 tall (which is pretty avarage around here, so I haven't gotten anything much from it) and I have some broad shoulders, but my wrists are miniature. I literally know only one other male with smaller wrists and he's 5'3.
I'm also an alcoholic, been drinking almost everyday for the past 2 years. I already have some health issues related to that. But I guess I'm a high-functioning one, since I am sober throughout the day, just drink at night and can also hold a job. Other than that I'm pretty ADHD (or low IQ, dunno really) and think very fucking slowly and do a lot of rediculous mistakes everyday. I also failed college last year. I guess at least I was in college to begin with. My parents expect a lot from me for some reason. All I really want right now would be to have a girlfriend, cause I know for sure it will motivate me (just thinking I had a chance with a girl in the past super-motivated me) to do stuff, but that's just not gonna happen. I can't even imagine a girl being interested in me at this point. Meanwhile, there's suicide fuel everywhere around me - people my age in relationships partying, having fun, kissing in public, all things that are completely foreign to me.
All in all, I'm fucked up mentally, but I guess I could still have a chance to maybe looksmaxx, statusmaxx, but I don't know if the second one is possible at all, since I literally have no friends at this point. So should I even try?
I'm also an alcoholic, been drinking almost everyday for the past 2 years. I already have some health issues related to that. But I guess I'm a high-functioning one, since I am sober throughout the day, just drink at night and can also hold a job. Other than that I'm pretty ADHD (or low IQ, dunno really) and think very fucking slowly and do a lot of rediculous mistakes everyday. I also failed college last year. I guess at least I was in college to begin with. My parents expect a lot from me for some reason. All I really want right now would be to have a girlfriend, cause I know for sure it will motivate me (just thinking I had a chance with a girl in the past super-motivated me) to do stuff, but that's just not gonna happen. I can't even imagine a girl being interested in me at this point. Meanwhile, there's suicide fuel everywhere around me - people my age in relationships partying, having fun, kissing in public, all things that are completely foreign to me.
All in all, I'm fucked up mentally, but I guess I could still have a chance to maybe looksmaxx, statusmaxx, but I don't know if the second one is possible at all, since I literally have no friends at this point. So should I even try?
