So in the past 48 hours i have:
1) lost my job due to not showing up because of family matters/college
2) Gotten catfished by my OWN fucking friend so he can buy weed
3) remembered I'm also black
4)lost all my friends over some online whore dating them all at the same time
Other than being in college for a soon obsolete trade due to robots (automotive mechanics), I have absolutely nothing worth of value to myself. Anything new I try always ends up crashing down thus resulting to me giving up. I cant even maintain eye contact with a foid without being intimidated by them due to how fucking autistic I am. I've tried to go to therapy for this but they always do nothin but try to put me on meds. I cant even make friends because of chronic shyness and even if I tried ill be brushed off due to how uninteresting I am. all I do is rot in my room, play vidya, and cope that some semi attractive foid would come into my life and save me from this inceldom hell. I'm such a pathetic excuse for black guy I should just grab a handgun and end it all.
1) lost my job due to not showing up because of family matters/college
2) Gotten catfished by my OWN fucking friend so he can buy weed
3) remembered I'm also black
4)lost all my friends over some online whore dating them all at the same time
Other than being in college for a soon obsolete trade due to robots (automotive mechanics), I have absolutely nothing worth of value to myself. Anything new I try always ends up crashing down thus resulting to me giving up. I cant even maintain eye contact with a foid without being intimidated by them due to how fucking autistic I am. I've tried to go to therapy for this but they always do nothin but try to put me on meds. I cant even make friends because of chronic shyness and even if I tried ill be brushed off due to how uninteresting I am. all I do is rot in my room, play vidya, and cope that some semi attractive foid would come into my life and save me from this inceldom hell. I'm such a pathetic excuse for black guy I should just grab a handgun and end it all.
