Obviously but would I just rot otherwise? It's my only option. What other way is there to get revenge on normies? Going ER? Majority of retards who go ER barely kill more than 2-3 people (if any at all), and the most successful ones killed 30. That's a relatively minor amount of people to get revenge on, even in the best case scenario. Besides, I have no idea if i am talented when it comes to such things but I am good at math. Meanwhile look at what those guys at activision did, they harassed foids, and only two killed themselves sure but they fucked over a lot of them.
so there is no other way for me to get revenge on normies, and that hatred is the only thing keeping me going.
All I can hope is to moneymaxx and get plastic surgery, that should ascend me to HTN/chadlite which is decent enough for some high position. As for NTmaxxing idk but I can try