Story Short mom married my abusive tall father

[vaz]

Please refrain from sharing this outside this safe space/forum. Please.

TLDR- Women are incapable of perceiving genuinely evil men by their personalities or whatever, contrary to the popular claim that women are a good judge of character.

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5" mom, my father was 6 feet according to her. Alcoholic, cheater, stole her savings and so abusive that my mom attempted suicide. Left us when I was still a little kid.

Why mention tall? Because that is a trait my mom clearly admires.

We basically never speak of him. In the rare instances she does, it is because something about me reminded her of him too much. One such thing is my height. I'm not as tall as him but I'm slightly above average in my developing country. She has mentioned many times "Your height takes after him" , that I have "a good height". She says he looked good but the man I knew was a fat alcoholic. He also started balding at 19.

Neither my maternal nor paternal families are poor, as I'm told. So it couldn't have been gold digging on either side. But since both sides disowned us, she and I have been poor for most of my life. She had/has daddy issues as my maternal grandpa was physically and mentally abusive to all his children and frequently beat the hell out of them. Maternal grandma never helped either. Much trauma still endures.

I asked her recently why she continued to try to be with him even after what he did to her. She basically said "I was young and stupid and fell in love with him.", "I thought he would stay for you if not for me". Well. Clearly didn't stay for me either.

All this leads me to believe that the deciding factor was my father's height.

Here I am now, a severally depressed NEET loner soon to be 20.
Another issue I have - my mom is very fair and beautiful. Her face gets visibly red. My father was brown. I am also brown. Straight up brown.

I still love my mom, she genuinely loves and tries her best to support me. She pulled herself by the bootstraps and raised me despite the insane amount of hardships. But it is difficult to simply ignore the sheer absurdity of the cause of my life.

I hope to stop being a NEET and help her financially. I should be studying right about now but I'm completely dead and empty inside. Still I try. I've at least managed to lose a little weight recently.

 

[soyboycel]

Ofc she brags about your height why am I suprised

 

[Biowaste Removal]

Strong first post GrAY

 

[Stupid Clown]

Typical

 

[ItsTrulyOver]

Brutal situation, we are all in the same boat here and our stories are all very similar to each other.

 

[ItsTrulyOver]

Brutal situation, we are all in the same boat here and our stories are all very similar to each other.

I wish physical traits didn't matter. Yet people hate us for saying that, according to them, we are the bad guys.

 

[Yournotcold0]

Ofc she brags about your height why am I suprised

 

[Defetivecuckachu]

And that there, is possibly the best first post I've seen by a 2024 new user. Right on the very last day of the year.

Hang in there brother. If you've stopped neeting, and you are on your way towards a position of more financial strength, then you are on a good path.

I like your perspective and insight, I hope to see a lot more posting from you on here.

I mean, I hope you ascend and get everything you want from life, so that we have to ban your ass from this place. But until that happens, your posts are already improving the signal:noise ratio here. Welcome welcome.

 

[Decal1us_____]

Ofc she brags about your height why am I suprised

 

[vaz]

I wish physical traits didn't matter. Yet people hate us for saying that, according to them, we are the bad guys.

Being sentient sexual beings, wanting desirable physical characteristics is only natural and evolutionary. We are all loners here, but if given the chance, would you not want *at least* a woman that's not obese and/or abusive? Maybe even one that's slightly pretty?

The issue is that women - at least 90% of them - simply lack the intelligence to wisely filter abusive evil men and jeopardize if not outright doom their offsprings (most brutal) and other average and below dudes just drifting through life. For what? Leg bone? The desire to feel more feminine by being the smaller one and *feeling* protected, regardless of the man's actual offensive abilities?

Furthermore, they (the normal people) are outright hostile and completely deny our struggles even exist. This and similar spaces barely have a couple dozen active users at any given time, yet they so vehemently target us.

Thinking far into the future and viewing things from a completely different perspective effectively requires a certain level of pattern recognition and self awareness that most humans but especially women lack.

If they recognise their shallowness, they must recognise they're no different than the men they call violent pigs, as they are also strongly slaves to their biology.

If tall men recognise that women are so enamored by their height (often without realising, sometimes a refusal to acknowledge) that they willingly forego personal requirements, even forgive their other traits and treat them less harshly comparatively- they must also recognise the things they actually worked on are mostly negligible compared to the trait they didn't work on. It is an extreme damage to their ego. Especially during this societal zeitgeist of "everyone is born equal and can do anything".

Directing that towards us - already marginalized and automatically looked down on if not hated - is much easier for people than to handle the damage to their ego and accept and critically examine their selves' ,nature's and societies' inherent cruelty,evil and inequality. After all , who wants to be the bad guy themselves? Who thinks their ancestors were murderers and sexual assaulters? Not 99.9% of the population.

Today, I read an abstract by some French(?) researcher(s) in english while looking for this forum. They described incel movement as a participant in the oppression Olympics to be the most oppressed while recognising our genuineness. Huh? What? Other groups commonly called oppressed, like blacks and lgbt, actually get societal benefits , government schemes and their struggles are addressed and evils excused or defended. There's no benefit to us willingly being like this. None. Who the hell wants to willingly rot in their bed all day?

 

[Vakasneb3856]

Seen it all through my life, its quite brutal being near any guy that's tall. It's like tall guys cause women to turn off their brain function and that's all the bring up to the tall guy is how tall they are. Doesn't matter if he was abusive or cheated or any mistakes he made all that matters is that she was with or associated with them.

Nice Avi

 

[lazy_gamer_423]

Typical

example #3894723498051629374

 

[vaz]

Mai Sakurajima and Adachi, both of you have good tastes

 

[Aerialitycel]

While this happens irl everytime THIS IS LARP, THIS NIGGA IS LARPING HE EVEN PUT THE TRUE PFP JFL

 

[vaz]

Brutal. I joined here to vent only to get accused of being a fraud for having Adachi as my pfp.

 

[therealestalive]

Being sentient sexual beings, wanting desirable physical characteristics is only natural and evolutionary. We are all loners here, but if given the chance, would you not want *at least* a woman that's not obese and/or abusive? Maybe even one that's slightly pretty?

The issue is that women - at least 90% of them - simply lack the intelligence to wisely filter abusive evil men and jeopardize if not outright doom their offsprings (most brutal) and other average and below dudes just drifting through life. For what? Leg bone? The desire to feel more feminine by being the smaller one and *feeling* protected, regardless of the man's actual offensive abilities?

Furthermore, they (the normal people) are outright hostile and completely deny our struggles even exist. This and similar spaces barely have a couple dozen active users at any given time, yet they so vehemently target us.

Thinking far into the future and viewing things from a completely different perspective effectively requires a certain level of pattern recognition and self awareness that most humans but especially women lack.

If they recognise their shallowness, they must recognise they're no different than the men they call violent pigs, as they are also strongly slaves to their biology.

If tall men recognise that women are so enamored by their height (often without realising, sometimes a refusal to acknowledge) that they willingly forego personal requirements, even forgive their other traits and treat them less harshly comparatively- they must also recognise the things they actually worked on are mostly negligible compared to the trait they didn't work on. It is an extreme damage to their ego. Especially during this societal zeitgeist of "everyone is born equal and can do anything".

Directing that towards us - already marginalized and automatically looked down on if not hated - is much easier for people than to handle the damage to their ego and accept and critically examine their selves' ,nature's and societies' inherent cruelty,evil and inequality. After all , who wants to be the bad guy themselves? Who thinks their ancestors were murderers and sexual assaulters? Not 99.9% of the population.

Today, I read an abstract by some French(?) researcher(s) in english while looking for this forum. They described incel movement as a participant in the oppression Olympics to be the most oppressed while recognising our genuineness. Huh? What? Other groups commonly called oppressed, like blacks and lgbt, actually get societal benefits , government schemes and their struggles are addressed and evils excused or defended. There's no benefit to us willingly being like this. None. Who the hell wants to willingly rot in their bed all day?

High iq post

 

[BoneHermit666]

Please refrain from sharing this outside this safe space/forum. Please.

TLDR- Women are incapable of perceiving genuinely evil men by their personalities or whatever, contrary to the popular claim that women are a good judge of character.

----

5" mom, my father was 6 feet according to her. Alcoholic, cheater, stole her savings and so abusive that my mom attempted suicide. Left us when I was still a little kid.

Why mention tall? Because that is a trait my mom clearly admires.

We basically never speak of him. In the rare instances she does, it is because something about me reminded her of him too much. One such thing is my height. I'm not as tall as him but I'm slightly above average in my developing country. She has mentioned many times "Your height takes after him" , that I have "a good height". She says he looked good but the man I knew was a fat alcoholic. He also started balding at 19.

Neither my maternal nor paternal families are poor, as I'm told. So it couldn't have been gold digging on either side. But since both sides disowned us, she and I have been poor for most of my life. She had/has daddy issues as my maternal grandpa was physically and mentally abusive to all his children and frequently beat the hell out of them. Maternal grandma never helped either. Much trauma still endures.

I asked her recently why she continued to try to be with him even after what he did to her. She basically said "I was young and stupid and fell in love with him.", "I thought he would stay for you if not for me". Well. Clearly didn't stay for me either.

All this leads me to believe that the deciding factor was my father's height.

Here I am now, a severally depressed NEET loner soon to be 20.
Another issue I have - my mom is very fair and beautiful. Her face gets visibly red. My father was brown. I am also brown. Straight up brown.

I still love my mom, she genuinely loves and tries her best to support me. She pulled herself by the bootstraps and raised me despite the insane amount of hardships. But it is difficult to simply ignore the sheer absurdity of the cause of my life.

I hope to stop being a NEET and help her financially. I should be studying right about now but I'm completely dead and empty inside. Still I try. I've at least managed to lose a little weight recently.

I have had a woman tell me that women have a sixth sense defiently only to marry a narsisstic individual who gave her so much bother that she eventualy suffered from depresion. I always think to myself were was your sixth sense?