First loss
I call unto the Lady of the Night
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My first friendzone and rejection, and also the most beautiful foid I have ever laid my eyes on. She got into some prestigious med school as expected. Over the summer holidays, she came back here. I know it because I saw an instagram story of another foid with her in it.
One stupid part of me wants to call her and ask her out and whatnot, but she probably has a bf and even if she doesn't i look like a fucking retard. And we have so much in common.
I'm sorry for not being tall.
I'm sorry for not being attractive.
It seems cucked but i'm glad I was her friend trough elementary, even though we drifted apart in the two years and didn't talk at all. At least we were good friends when we were young children. I should be happy with that. That's as much as i'll get.
Sometimes I wonder if she even remembers me as I remember her and think about her once in a while. Probably not. I like to read our old chat logs when we were children and used to play 8 ball pool and stuff like that.
Fuck it all to be completely honest. I shouldn't be pathetic like this but thoughts like these haunt me on these lonely nights. Feelings are bittersweet to be honest.
Ah well. I'm reading our five year old logs now. I have completely forgotten how she even tried to set me up with another stacy but failed miserably of course. Can't blame her she's a good lass.
I also fucking introduced her to anime i'm a fucking brainlet.
She also mentions her boyfriend in some messages. I fucking wonder why she even talked to me. Probably out of pity.
OH MY FUCKING SATAN ONE OF THE MESSAGES I SENT HER IS:
WANNA SEE MY POKEMON?
Well, thank you for listening to my pathetic rant. I hope it was amusing to you lads.
One stupid part of me wants to call her and ask her out and whatnot, but she probably has a bf and even if she doesn't i look like a fucking retard. And we have so much in common.
I'm sorry for not being tall.
I'm sorry for not being attractive.
It seems cucked but i'm glad I was her friend trough elementary, even though we drifted apart in the two years and didn't talk at all. At least we were good friends when we were young children. I should be happy with that. That's as much as i'll get.
Sometimes I wonder if she even remembers me as I remember her and think about her once in a while. Probably not. I like to read our old chat logs when we were children and used to play 8 ball pool and stuff like that.
Fuck it all to be completely honest. I shouldn't be pathetic like this but thoughts like these haunt me on these lonely nights. Feelings are bittersweet to be honest.
Ah well. I'm reading our five year old logs now. I have completely forgotten how she even tried to set me up with another stacy but failed miserably of course. Can't blame her she's a good lass.
I also fucking introduced her to anime i'm a fucking brainlet.
She also mentions her boyfriend in some messages. I fucking wonder why she even talked to me. Probably out of pity.
OH MY FUCKING SATAN ONE OF THE MESSAGES I SENT HER IS:
WANNA SEE MY POKEMON?
Well, thank you for listening to my pathetic rant. I hope it was amusing to you lads.