Man with one-inch-long 'micropenis' tells his heartbreaking story
A 35-year-old man has described the difficulties of having a small penis. The man, not pictured [STOCK IMAGE], said his one and only sexual experience 12 years ago emotionally scarred him.
Man, 35, with a One-Inch 'Micropenis' Describes the 'Shame and Humiliation' He Felt During His Only Sexual Experience
By Miranda Bryant for DailyMail.com
Published: 20:55 23 Sep 2016, Updated: 08:47 25 Sep 2016
A 35-year-old man, identified only as 'Jf,' has described the emotional toll of having a small penis, recounting how his one and only sexual experience left him scarred. He has not pursued any relationships since.
The incident, which occurred 12 years ago with a university student, involved the woman giggling at his penis and repeatedly asking, "Is it in?" during sex. This experience, he said, devastated his self-esteem and led him to feel so humiliated that he hasn't dared to try again.
Writing under a pseudonym in Cosmopolitan, Jf revealed that he is "deeply ashamed" of his penis and called for more awareness and sensitivity when it comes to body shaming men based on their genitals.
He shared that his penis measures 2.7 inches when erect and, flaccid, it resembles "two raisins flat on top of each other." He went on to describe it as having "the volume of two cocktail sausages."
Jf explained that he overheard colleagues at work mocking small penises, including a comment that men with small genitalia should be forced to wear warning signs. This made him even more self-conscious about his size.
Recalling his traumatic sexual experience, Jf described how, when he undressed, the woman stared at his micropenis, giggled, and muttered a surprised "OK." He also faced issues during the encounter, including a condom that wouldn't stay on and the frustration of his penis "falling out" during intercourse.
The most painful moment, however, came when the woman repeatedly asked, "Is it in?" He said, "Every time she asked me that, I wanted to die. It was clear that she was getting nothing out of the experience."
Self-conscious: The man, known only as 'Jf', said he is 'deeply ashamed' of his sexual organs which measures one-inch-long when flaccid and 2.7-inches-long when erect, pictured
Despite trying hard to please the woman, he said she did not appear to enjoy the experience and eventually 'huffed in an annoyed way and got up'.
Afterwards he said he felt sorry for her so he walked two miles to her home to deliver a box of chocolates 'to show both appreciation for her intimacy and also as an apology'.
But he later regretted the gesture which made him feel like a 'loser' and felt like 'she deserved better'.
The experience has put him off getting physically close to a woman again.
He added: 'If I started to look for love, it would just make me feel down, and I already struggle with depression and anxiety secretly.
'I don’t need the humiliation and hurt that looking for love would bring me.'
Calling on people to take the body-shaming of men more seriously he said it should be treated in the same way that it is when women are the victim.
Citing Ilma Gore's Make America Great Again painting - which features an image of Donald Trump with a micropenis - he said it was 'treated like a punch line rather than an attack'.
He questioned whether it is 'fair' to dismiss a man based on his penis size, adding: 'I just wish people could look past it, so I could too.'
JFL it's so over 
