I was 20, a junior in college during a lonely time in my life. There was this girl who sat next to me in class everyday. I wasn't attracted to her at first but she was kind of cute. After she was so sweet to me offering me food, sharing germs, starting conversations with me, and walking with me to our cars after class, I developed a crush on her. One day we were sitting in class and talking about stuff. It was summer so we were both wearing shorts. Our BARE knees actually touched! It literally sent a chill down my spine and my whole body was completely taken over by goosebumps. This was the best feeling I had ever felt up to this point. The best part was she didn't pull away and neither did I. She is my one regret as I think I actually had a chance with her. She was like a 5/10 and came from a poor family. I can't find her social media at all. It makes me so sad and I think about her everyday just to hold on to the memories. I don't want to forget her face.
