Serious Shall I come out as suicidal?

[Habibo]

I've been thinking about rope a lot for the past few years and I am evidently in need of professional help, however once I get it it will deffo hinder my aspirations of joining the military. So I now have to choose between having the possibility to solve my issues or to pursue a lifelong dream which is the only thing giving me the motivation to go through life, only with the potential risk of ending it all. What the hell should I do?

 

[UnfortunatelyINCEL98]

get help.....

 

[Habibo]

get help.....

But if I can't even accomplish the only aspiration that I have left then what is the point of anything

 

[Deleted member 6501]

join the military tbh, wish I could devote the rest of my life there because it's ez to get into and inevitable higher rate of dying, but my shit vision and medical issues wudnt be acceptable, I'm assuming

 

[UnfortunatelyINCEL98]

But if I can't even accomplish the only aspiration that I have left then what is the point of anything

well man having mental problems isnt good and usually tend to get worst overtime if left untreated/ but its up to you of course

 

[diogenes]

No idiot. "Coming out" as suicidal means you're just a big pussy that wants attention. Oh wait, that's what you want, so yes, do "come out" as suicidal.

 

[Habibo]

No idiot. "Coming out" as suicidal means you're just a big pussy that wants attention. Oh wait, that's what you want, so yes, do "come out" as suicidal.

It's kinda the opposite, I am extremely socially anxious and I feel like everyone is giving me too much attention at all times.

 

[JustKillMe]

Join the military and die as an alpha defending your country at least people will look to you as a hero

 

[Deleted member 3291]

if you were really suicidal you would be dead

 

[Deleted member 6599]

I've been where you're going. Keep in mind I am a true mentalcel
I received a lot of unwanted attention and super fake concerns. I've been to multiple mental wards, and what not.
You'll have a tiny bit of fake concern about you for a day or two then everything will go back to the same.
No family members can actually do anything to help, they can only act worried for like two days, then go back to being triggering assholes again.
The results were negative for me and I became a social pariah, it's almost like you end up being punished. You really have to pursue medical attention and any referrals if you actually care to keep going through the motions, to further the illusion that there is something a doctor can do.
If you have any friends then some of your them might even start avoiding you.
I've called suicide hotline so many times it's just a joke... Try that out a few times, if you're in crisis and crying or whatever.
That is the extent of suicide help really. Just having some normie pretend to care for 5 minutes on the phone. When I did it I would tell them how I was feeling, what I was planning to do etc. And cry, and sometimes that actually did relieve some of what I was feeling to a minor degree.
There is no real "help" or anything someone else can do to change how you feel ngl. Single males are pretty much cannon fodder, you wont get any leverage or anything, even if you're homeless.
I still think about killing myself on a regular basis, I failed and chickened out too many times to realize I am too much of a coward to ever go through with it.
It truly sucks to feel this way so often. SSRI meds aren't helping btw

 

[Letmego]

I've been thinking about rope a lot for the past few years and I am evidently in need of professional help, however once I get it it will deffo hinder my aspirations of joining the military. So I now have to choose between having the possibility to solve my issues or to pursue a lifelong dream which is the only thing giving me the motivation to go through life, only with the potential risk of ending it all. What the hell should I do?

HOw far are you from getting into the military? If not far, i would say just go for it. Dont give up the only thing you ever wanted.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

But if I can't even accomplish the only aspiration that I have left then what is the point of anything

Try to cope as good as you can (Meditate daily,exercise,eat right,watch your favorite shows)
Manage your thoughts and join the millitary. Will these things cure you? No they won't but they will take a lot of time and can distract you from your thoughts.


I have no idea how severe your thoughts are but you should get help if it becomes too uncontrollable.They won't make you feel a lot better or give you instantly a new direction but they can prevent you from actually doing it

 

[Deleted member 6599]

There is also a chance you'll never be allowed to go near a firearm in your future, excluding you from your dream

 

[masterwizard]

Join the military first, see it its awesome or not, then do the help thing.

Mental health is an instant lifelong disqualification for virtually all military service.

 

[EthnicelNL]

Dont do it if you have any close family that cares abt you...youll make their life more difficult.

 

[Habibo]

I've been where you're going. Keep in mind I am a true mentalcel
I received a lot of unwanted attention and super fake concerns. I've been to multiple mental wards, and what not.
You'll have a tiny bit of fake concern about you for a day or two then everything will go back to the same.
No family members can actually do anything to help, they can only act worried for like two days, then go back to being triggering assholes again.
The results were negative for me and I became a social pariah, it's almost like you end up being punished. You really have to pursue medical attention and any referrals if you actually care to keep going through the motions, to further the illusion that there is something a doctor can do.
If you have any friends then some of your them might even start avoiding you.
I've called suicide hotline so many times it's just a joke... Try that out a few times, if you're in crisis and crying or whatever.
That is the extent of suicide help really. Just having some normie pretend to care for 5 minutes on the phone. When I did it I would tell them how I was feeling, what I was planning to do etc. And cry, and sometimes that actually did relieve some of what I was feeling to a minor degree.
There is no real "help" or anything someone else can do to change how you feel ngl. Single males are pretty much cannon fodder, you wont get any leverage or anything, even if you're homeless.
I still think about killing myself on a regular basis, I failed and chickened out too many times to realize I am too much of a coward to ever go through with it.
It truly sucks to feel this way so often. SSRI meds aren't helping btw

Cheers 2 u and all the other crackers commenting on this thread, you guys have probably saved me a lot of time and money spent on therapy. If I die at a young age then so be it but I'm not giving up on my only dream or becoming even more of a social pariah.

 

[Indari]

if you were really suicidal you would be dead

low iq

 

[Deleted member 3291]

low iq

Spoiler

 

[VST]

Depends who you want to come out to.
If you want to come out to your parents, they'll be heartbroken and blame themselves.
If you come out to any non-familiar female they'll ghost you.
Male friends are a 50/50 really.

Only safe option is a therapist as you can prosecute them if their yap their mouth too much about your problems to others.

About the military, the army is like my backup plan if everything goes to shit, as then I'll be able to die fighting and I might take out some middle-eastern militant normies/chads before going out. That is the only reason why I will NEVER go to the therapist.
I can at least pretend to be normal during an interview but you cannot hide anything on your medical record (Which is legit just like a criminal record, it is a massive hindrance)

 

[Habibo]

Depends who you want to come out to.
If you want to come out to your parents, they'll be heartbroken and blame themselves.
If you come out to any non-familiar female they'll ghost you.
Male friends are a 50/50 really.

Only safe option is a therapist as you can prosecute them if their yap their mouth too much about your problems to others.

About the military, the army is like my backup plan if everything goes to shit, as then I'll be able to die fighting and I might take out some middle-eastern militant normies/chads before going out. That is the only reason why I will NEVER go to the therapist.
I can at least pretend to be normal during an interview but you cannot hide anything on your medical record (Which is legit just like a criminal record, it is a massive hindrance)

So true. Btw what do you have now that is better than the military?

 

[Its_OVER]

I made the mistake of doing it, don't man. Normies will never understand.

 

[Stop Time]

don't visit psychiatrist or any doctor. They are all frauds. They get profit from poisoning you with drugs. They will never let you out once you start.

Watch this video:



and join the military 100%

 

[VST]

So true. Btw what do you have now that is better than the military?

Absolutely nothing, I just cannot be bothered with bootcamp.

 

[Deleted member 60]

makes no difference unless you have a vagina.

 

[BlaKdaGGeRz]

I've been where you're going. Keep in mind I am a true mentalcel
I received a lot of unwanted attention and super fake concerns. I've been to multiple mental wards, and what not.
You'll have a tiny bit of fake concern about you for a day or two then everything will go back to the same.
No family members can actually do anything to help, they can only act worried for like two days, then go back to being triggering assholes again.
The results were negative for me and I became a social pariah, it's almost like you end up being punished. You really have to pursue medical attention and any referrals if you actually care to keep going through the motions, to further the illusion that there is something a doctor can do.
If you have any friends then some of your them might even start avoiding you.
I've called suicide hotline so many times it's just a joke... Try that out a few times, if you're in crisis and crying or whatever.
That is the extent of suicide help really. Just having some normie pretend to care for 5 minutes on the phone. When I did it I would tell them how I was feeling, what I was planning to do etc. And cry, and sometimes that actually did relieve some of what I was feeling to a minor degree.
There is no real "help" or anything someone else can do to change how you feel ngl. Single males are pretty much cannon fodder, you wont get any leverage or anything, even if you're homeless.
I still think about killing myself on a regular basis, I failed and chickened out too many times to realize I am too much of a coward to ever go through with it.
It truly sucks to feel this way so often. SSRI meds aren't helping btw

not being condensending or hopefully not annoying, but have you tried CBT and working out in the morning?

 

[diogenes]

It's kinda the opposite, I am extremely socially anxious and I feel like everyone is giving me too much attention at all times.

Then you will only get more attention you idiot, normies will treat you even more nicely and be all over you if you claim to be suicidal because that gives them an opportunity to virtue signal to each other. And how are you getting attention? You don't belong here if you're getting attention.

 

[Habibo]

Then you will only get more attention you idiot, normies will treat you even more nicely and be all over you if you claim to be suicidal because that gives them an opportunity to virtue signal to each other. And how are you getting attention? You don't belong here if you're getting attention.

I'm not actually getting attention I mean that I am insanely self-conscious

 

[diogenes]

I'm not actually getting attention I mean that I am insanely self-conscious

Caught you in your own bullshit. You're self-conscious now? What do you think telling people you want to kill yourself will do? You must be a troll because there is no way a self-conscious person would reveal openly that he wants to kill himself.

 

[thespanishcel]

If you take out the gun is for shooting, those who take it out just to show it off are idiots

 

[Habibo]

Caught you in your own bullshit. You're self-conscious now? What do you think telling people you want to kill yourself will do? You must be a troll because there is no way a self-conscious person would reveal openly that he wants to kill himself.

I'm talking to some strangers on the internet through an anonymous ID, hardly any reason to be as self-conscious as I'd be IRL.

 

[Lossphox]

You attention whores are no better than the stacies who do this shit and overdoes on skittles or M&N's

 

[Habibo]

If you take out the gun is for shooting, those who take it out just to show it off are idiots

If I take it out I swear by my little daughter that I will shoot u all over the leg

 

[Lossphox]

I tried to rope at 12 years old in the closet with a belt, git good OP

 

[Cam The Angel]

we are all suicidal here

 

[Grotesque]

Only safe option is a therapist as you can prosecute them if their yap their mouth too much about your problems to others.

Maybe it's different outside the US, but if you tell a therapist that you're suicidal, everything is fair game and you basically cede all human rights.

The one thing you never tell anyone is that you're suicidal in any way.

 

[Kointo1]

No probably not. You'll be forced into some psych ward or therapy before you can execute your plans.

 

[mariaimdrunk]

Military >

 

[Kointo1]

Military >

I was thinking of putting that as my avatar too, but I guess I can't now.