SuicideFuel Sexual desire/frustration biggest when I wake in the morning... AND knowing it will never happen, that it's over...

[TheGrayWolf]

... is a life in misery. I'm already/only 26, and I have to live like that for 50-60 more years?!??!!

I always desire a foid by my side, or in bed. In my defence, I can't do anything against these urges, they're biological!

My horniness is biggest and also most painful just when I wake up and I lie in bed for like 5-20 mins, the frustration is killing me. There's this one Russian foid who does OF and is on Insta, she's 4'11, holy crap she's hot, face is nice, body is even greater (not foid worshipping, just describing facts). Holy shit I wish she was mine. She's 19 or 20. I'm really jealous of the chad who had her (saw a sex tape) and who will have her in the future. Whoever he will be, I already fucking hate him.

 

[AnotherInsertCel]

Niggas begging for pussy is crazy.

 

[ADHD_cel]

I gymcel early in the morning ngl

 

[subhuman]

i hate waking up. i'm always pissed off that i have to live another day. i lie in bed for a while not wanting to get out and have to do things. not wanting to have to suffer. i can't believe how unlucky i am. it doesn't seem fair that i should have to live like this. but the suffering is unavoidable. soon enough, it pushes me to get out.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

just jerk it off

I already do that. A lot.

pay an escort.

while that's legal here where I live it's not what I want. I want free sex, love, sex before breakfast, after dinner, cuddles, doing stuff with her... having her here now. "let's Netflix and chill, and fuck of course." that's what I wanna say to her now. Or "wanna come walk my dog with me" or "I'm hungry" or anything.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

Niggas begging for pussy is crazy.

I'm not a nigga (I'm white) and I'm not begging for pussy

 

[subhuman]

Niggas begging for pussy is crazy.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

I gymcel early in the morning ngl

too tired and worn out to even do that. I'm only 1.62m and weigh 50kg. I'm a freaking light-weight

 

[TheGrayWolf]

i hate waking up. i'm always pissed off that i have to live another day. i lie in bed for a while not wanting to get out and have to do things. not wanting to have to suffer. i can't believe how unlucky i am. it doesn't seem fair that i should have to live like this. but the suffering is unavoidable. soon enough, it pushes me to get out.

I'm not a nigga (I'm white) and I'm not begging for pussy

 

[Subhuman100]

... is a life in misery. I'm already/only 26, and I have to live like that for 50-60 more years?!??!!

I always desire a foid by my side, or in bed. In my defence, I can't do anything against these urges, they're biological!

My horniness is biggest and also most painful just when I wake up and I lie in bed for like 5-20 mins, the frustration is killing me. There's this one Russian foid who does OF and is on Insta, she's 4'11, holy crap she's hot, face is nice, body is even greater (not foid worshipping, just describing facts). Holy shit I wish she was mine. She's 19 or 20. I'm really jealous of the chad who had her (saw a sex tape) and who will have her in the future. Whoever he will be, I already fucking hate him.

don't worry your sexual drive will decrease as you grow older

 

[TheGrayWolf]

don't worry your sexual drive will decrease as you grow older

yes maybe, but I still will hate being lonely. I used to "not really" care, lied to myself it will get better (deep down I knew it never will), over the last 4 years it got worse year by year

 

[AnotherInsertCel]

I'm not a nigga (I'm white) and I'm not begging for pussy

ok Nigger.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

ok Nigger.

only a n igger would say that

 

[AnotherInsertCel]

only a n igger would say that

ok Nigger.

 

[Subhuman100]

yes maybe, but I still will hate being lonely. I used to "not really" care, lied to myself it will get better (deep down I knew it never will), over the last 4 years it got worse year by year

Yeah loneliness gets brutal as more years pass....your best bet is to get some golddigger if you rich

 

[TheGrayWolf]

Yeah loneliness gets brutal as more years pass....your best bet is to get some golddigger if you rich

Yeah. Not rich sadly. Simple middle-class. If I do get rich I'd need to be REALLY rich, I mean 100s of millions, with my extreme ugliness and short height. I look soooo strange bro. people stare and talk about me or laugh . And I will only get rich if I win lottery (which I never will)

 

[TheGrayWolf]

It really is bad almost 24/ except when I sleep though in my dreams I'm always left out too

 

[TheGrayWolf]

i hate waking up. i'm always pissed off that i have to live another day. i lie in bed for a while not wanting to get out and have to do things. not wanting to have to suffer. i can't believe how unlucky i am. it doesn't seem fair that i should have to live like this. but the suffering is unavoidable. soon enough, it pushes me to get out.

I feel exactly that way too

Knowing you're "not good enough" for society – short, very ugly, non-NT. Knowing you will never get a reasonable girlfriend. I don't want an ugly one sorry. So it just means none. This sexual frustration has literally gotten worse over the last 6 years, every year a bit worse. 2022 was BAD, and 2023 is bad