Hey community I am a Depression veteran already for almost 8 yrs and as I turned 15 y.o I started to feel depressive and even tried to k i l l myself for 6 times bc I wanted to redeem myself of height dysphoria and unfortunately I am still too short and only 162cm at night barefoot tall. I am always thinking having Leukemia/Osteocarcinoma is better than being short bc not only will I soon get rid of height dysphoria as well as this stty world but also I can achieve unprecedented emotional sympathy and supports.
Yeah that sounds insane especially to you girls and not short men but that's how bad short men's lives are. I am not short bc of inheriting bad genes(maybe) and being malnutritional. I moved out to Shanghai from my birthplace(a poor village) with my mom and since then I was nourished and nutritional very well(I am living in one of the Central Activity Zones so I am def not malnutritional.
But I am still short and I am wondering why. Anyway I got Severe Depression bc of it and you know how heightism China is being. So it doesn't take any genius to imagine what life I am actually living.
Lately I've just known much things about HGH, and during my puberty I was convinced HGH could only help short statures with GH deficiency but now it was upgraded but I still don't meet up the conditions of injecting it(my height and weight right after my birth was not in normal range compared to my peers).
If I can choose I will never be born into this world if I knew I would be this short. I am already very fixated on Limb Lengthening surgery and I think only that can save my life.
Yeah that sounds insane especially to you girls and not short men but that's how bad short men's lives are. I am not short bc of inheriting bad genes(maybe) and being malnutritional. I moved out to Shanghai from my birthplace(a poor village) with my mom and since then I was nourished and nutritional very well(I am living in one of the Central Activity Zones so I am def not malnutritional.
But I am still short and I am wondering why. Anyway I got Severe Depression bc of it and you know how heightism China is being. So it doesn't take any genius to imagine what life I am actually living.
Lately I've just known much things about HGH, and during my puberty I was convinced HGH could only help short statures with GH deficiency but now it was upgraded but I still don't meet up the conditions of injecting it(my height and weight right after my birth was not in normal range compared to my peers).
If I can choose I will never be born into this world if I knew I would be this short. I am already very fixated on Limb Lengthening surgery and I think only that can save my life.
