Seen my grandma in hospital today

[curryboy420]

She became very thin and has dementia and forgot a lot of stuff and doesn't care anymore about eating or living. I feel sad because even though our ancestors made mistakes they are our people and it is hard to see them go weak or die.i wanted to give her a hug but in my family we don't really do hugs and stuff. She doesn't eat her food so I wonder how to make her like eating again. She is old now, so she might die. It is sad because my mum is sad as well.

This life sucks and everyone just dies and we never really enjoy it. It sucks.

 

[JustAnotherCynic]

My condolences brocel.

 

[Mistake]

My condolences brocel.

 

[curryboy420]

My condolences brocel.

I don't mind losing people in the end because everyone dies but. I wish that I could have enjoyed the days with them to the fullest. I feel like I let everyone else waste my life with their half heartedness and refusal to take life seriously. This is probably all we. Get with each other and nobody really wants to get the full bang for your buck from it.

 

[The Reaver]

I feel you man. The only foids I feel empathy for are the really old ones. My grandma, for example, I respect her a lot.

 

[slaveBrained]

>has visitors
lifemogs me

 

[ezio6]

Pray to god jesus christ for her salvation and tell her jesus is god to save her soul amen(let god will be done)

 

[curryboy420]

>has visitors
lifemogs me

Not many people want to visit her but I feel bad for her she is my mum's mum so in a way she is my mum and I wish we could restart this world without poverty and struggle and everyone could enjoy and smile but instead everyone had to live through struggles and suffering for nothing. And we are the end result and we are ungrateful and useless wastes of the struggle. I feel guilty that all these humans tried to hard to feed their children over and over again for generations and it ends with me being useless and lazy and a drug addict.

 

[Autistic Uggo]

I'm really sorry, man. I've been there. It's awful seeing your close relatives in pain.

 

[slaveBrained]

Not many people want to visit her but I feel bad for her she is my mum's mum so in a way she is my mum and I wish we could restart this world without poverty and struggle and everyone could enjoy and smile but instead everyone had to live through struggles and suffering for nothing. And we are the end result and we are ungrateful and useless wastes of the struggle. I feel guilty that all these humans tried to hard to feed their children over and over again for generations and it ends with me being useless and lazy and a drug addict.

drug addiction is tough man i hope you can make a recovery

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Not many people want to visit her but I feel bad for her she is my mum's mum so in a way she is my mum and I wish we could restart this world without poverty and struggle and everyone could enjoy and smile but instead everyone had to live through struggles and suffering for nothing. And we are the end result and we are ungrateful and useless wastes of the struggle. I feel guilty that all these humans tried to hard to feed their children over and over again for generations and it ends with me being useless and lazy and a drug addict.

There is no alternative Sadly. That's how you found yourself in the circumstances that you're in. Beyond pleasure there is only pain, and life is one big push to the end for nothing.

That's why it's smarter to do the bare minimum anyway because no amount of hard work will really lead anywhere meaningful.

I'm sorry to hear about your grandmother brocel.

 

[curryboy420]

drug addiction is tough man i hope you can make a recovery

Man I'm not a real. Drug addict I am just a weed smoker and if it was legal and I could grow my own I would probably smoke a lot less because my weed would be way better than dumb drug dealers and I wouldn't worry about having good connections

 

[slaveBrained]

Man I'm not a real. Drug addict I am just a weed smoker and if it was legal and I could grow my own I would probably smoke a lot less because my weed would be way better than dumb drug dealers and I wouldn't worry about having good connections

that's not too bad actually my porn addiction is probably did more damage to my life/career than your weed stuff

 

[curryboy420]

that's not too bad actually my porn addiction is probably did more damage to my life/career than your weed stuff

Nah I ruined my life already I am best friend with all the hobos for a reason, I have to be so that when I become one I won't get too fucked over. I could have been a doctor or engineer and saved my family from poverty and given my parents a really nice life. And paid for everything. But instead I am a step above homeless and my life is ruined and what's left is draining away down the toilet. But at least I have my parents.

 

[slaveBrained]

Nah I ruined my life already I am best friend with all the hobos for a reason, I have to be so that when I become one I won't get too fucked over. I could have been a doctor or engineer and saved my family from poverty and given my parents a really nice life. And paid for everything. But instead I am a step above homeless and my life is ruined and what's left is draining away down the toilet. But at least I have my parents.

brutal, but you can probably still improve your life in some ways (if that matters, it's not going to be huge change for the better either way)

 

[Manlet_cel]

She became very thin and has dementia and forgot a lot of stuff and doesn't care anymore about eating or living. I feel sad because even though our ancestors made mistakes they are our people and it is hard to see them go weak or die.i wanted to give her a hug but in my family we don't really do hugs and stuff. She doesn't eat her food so I wonder how to make her like eating again. She is old now, so she might die. It is sad because my mum is sad as well.

This life sucks and everyone just dies and we never really enjoy it. It sucks.

I'm happy that you aren't hating her like self hating deathnics and if u really want to hug her go and do it no matter the backlash atleast you will feel good + idk is there really any way to tell her to eat maybe her ti....

 

[NeverEvenBegan]