Story Seeing my Crush Make-out with Another Guy has Traumatized me for Life

[Intellectual]

Back in highschool, I had this crush on this girl who seemed really quirky, weird, and innocent (JFL). I genuinely believed this girl was different, not like the other girls. She was extremely cute but not popular, as she chose to hang out with geeks (who didn't even include me in their friend group). It was a weird dyanmic, because this geeky cute girl hung out with ugly low-tier normies. Because of that, I thought I had a chance with her, I thought that she wasn't a whore, and didn't have interest in premisciuty like the Stacies, HOLY FUCKING COPE. After being herded out onto the football field during a firedrill and being lined up in single-file rows, I saw her and the school Giga-Chad just tongue-fucking in front of everyone. She was putting on a show. It was truly a traumatic event and it's when the Blackpill reared its ugly head into my conscious mind. It solidified key tenants of my now worldview. I've truly never been the same since and that was the moment that broke me.

1) This girl wasn't innocent, it was a LARP, no girl is innocent, they are all whores

2) Even though she hung around the ugly geeks and wasn't like the other girls, she still wanted Chad

3) Lookism reigns supreme, despite being into nerd dungeons and dragons type shit and not going to any parties, the school Gigachad still showed her off. Why would Chad humilate himself by publicly tonguefucking a nerdy girl? Oh right, she was hot, so it didn't matter.

Seeing this Tiktok reminded me so much of her, this girl looks nearly identical to the girl from highschool, and gives off the same "gamer girl" vibes.


View: https://www.tiktok.com/@angelarrochista/video/7243659820425907462

 

[WiZardThEgRaY]

Yeah it’s brutal when these things happen, and it’s the worst in high school.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Sorry you had to be blackpilled the hard way
At least now you know that having a oneitis isn't a good idea when you're incel.

 

[Intellectual]

Sorry you had to be blackpilled the hard way
At least now you know that having a oneitis isn't a good idea when you're incel.

I wanted to fuck her so badly in highschool meanwhile that Chad just used and tossed her.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

I wanted to fuck her so badly in highschool meanwhile that Chad just used and tossed her.

Very fucking brutal bro

 

[UnwantedVirgin]

This shit used to happen in my world back in the day too, the nerdy and most plain looking girls at school would all have boyfriends in and out of school. Who they hung out with and who they fucked had little in common.

 

[SephirothTheOne]

I'm sure that was intentional, they like feeling desired by ugly lonely nerds. makes them feel powerful

 

[wordingtonian]

Murderfuel

 

[Quoj]

PDA should be outlawed and punished

 

[Reega8765665]

Hahaha i wonder what this is? Hmmm what it could be

 

[Nigerlozi]

My dreams were crushed when I heard her talking to her friend about being hammered and fingered by chad. I'm surprised she had the audacity to talk about it in a classroom where everyone can hear her. Brutal they'd rather let everyone know they've been fucking chad than dating some incel.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

 

[Friezacel]

At least now you know that having a oneitis isn't a good idea when you're incel.

You are pretending that one has the active choice to have an oneitis or not

 

[LeFrenchCel]

You are pretending that one has the active choice to have an oneitis or not

Yes