Ci Jey
Nihilistic Blackpilled Social Darwinist
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- May 23, 2022
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And I saw a 16 year old girl, seeing her youthful, sweet, innocent & full of vitality physiognomy made me feel severely disturbed for the fact i never had and i will never never have something like that. At this point it is not about fleshly pleasure or sex , I didnt saw her as a sexual object despite its more than obvious young foids will always be aesthetically superior to old & haggard ones, instead i felt that i have lost on a metaphysical way part of my soul and humanity, because as a human there is a stage of your life (adolescence) where you go out and experience many things with women with such appearance while being as youthful as them, however its like if I have made a leap to all those experiences and out of nowhere and without feeling it I am already an adult forced to a worthless & empty existnece of labour exploitation and alienation.