School totally ruined my life.
I was a charismatic guy, I was a very low inhib boy when I was 12, had a lot of friends. And to top that, as a result of my charisma, there were two girls very interested in me (they were low tier but who cares).
I was a little unruly, but I was living life to the fullest.
Because I was a little unruly, they decided to ruin my life. Since the beginning of junior high (don't know how you call it, but from 11 to 12), they always put me in classes in which I knew people. It was making everything easy and I would always have my group of friends.
But in my case, they did it because, let's face it, teachers hated me being low inhib due to the fact I was ugly and had no right to be and to dare to be charismatic.
So they put me in a class in which I knew nobody. I won't forget the shock I had when I saw the list of pupils in my class: I didn't know anyone, but on top of that, a lot of Arabic consonants. It was a very big school with 1500 students, and usually, they would do that only when they noticed severe behavior problems. They put me in the arabic section class, in which 2/3 of the students had arabic courses (and the other 1/3 were not).
Tears ran down my face. Immediately, I was seen as the weak guy, from day one. And then the harassment started, I was small, no friends, and after a month I started thinking about suicide. Today, considering what I've become, I wish I had done it back then. It's been 12 years now JFL, time flies by so fast. I became a nolife from these days.
School is the #1 reason I turned to be what I am right now.
