Scared of dying because...

[virgin4life]

Actually I would leave this world with ease. It has done me no good and I sure as hell won't miss it. What scares me is the idea of having cancer for example. Because if that happened I would have time to think about everything I missed. I would have time to think about all of the potential...all of the stuff that life has to offer and that I missed out on. And that combined with the knowledge that the deal is now sealed...that would be fucking torture. Because now at least I can tell myself maybe one day I will make it which is of course bullshit and will never happen but I can delude myself into thinking it. You know what I mean. If I have cancer and I know I will die soon then I will have to deal with all the pain with no way of lying to myself. And that must be hell. Lying there in terrible pain knowing that you are dying while at the same time Chad is fucking Stacy at some party which you will never experience.

 

[Words2_live_bye]

If i EVER get cancer i'm gonna make sure my last months/years can make up for lost time.
Would go to escorts, get a sexdoll, stay NEETING and play vidya
possibly even try to impregnate some foid just to watch her raise a kid alone as i rot in my grave still NEETING

 

[virgin4life]

If i EVER get cancer i'm gonna make sure my last months/years can make up for lost time.
Would go to escorts, get a sexdoll, stay NEETING and play vidya
possibly even try to impregnate some foid just to watch her raise a kid alone as i rot in my grave still NEETING

I hope I will finally grow the balls to start escortcelling.

 

[Words2_live_bye]

I hope I will finally grow the balls to start escortcelling.

My plan is to go to a country where it is legal, first off. Then lose the weight so that i CAN fuck her with my dick and not have fat in the way
plus maybe even (and i realise how stupid this sounds) once i'm done fucking her ask her to stay the night and just cuddle
would help me A LOT with coping if i could get that just once in life

 

[Insomniac]

I’m scared of the pain of dying but not dying itself.

 

[virgin4life]

My plan is to go to a country where it is legal, first off. Then lose the weight so that i CAN fuck her with my dick and not have fat in the way
plus maybe even (and i realise how stupid this sounds) once i'm done fucking her ask her to stay the night and just cuddle
would help me A LOT with coping if i could get that just once in life

Yeah I am fat too. I live in a country where it is legal. Maybe one day when we have both lost weight you can come visit me and I will drive you to a place where you can fuck.

 

[Words2_live_bye]

Yeah I am fat too. I live in a country where it is legal. Maybe one day when we have both lost weight you can come visit me and I will drive you to a place where you can fuck.

This. These are the types of incels we need right now