Such a depressing evening tbh. 
Had left work. It's Friday, I had a long week and wanted to ease my turmoil. For the second time this year, I played with the idea of seeking an escort..
In the subway, I end up deciding it was not worth and would be better and less of a waste of money to simply fap at home...
I did not know what was coming.
In the bus, going home, I sit in the back as usual, with my face looking at the rear side. 2 fems, get in, sit at the seats right behind mine (opposed direction) and start talking loudly.They're college girls going home.
They start talking about their class, college life, summer student job and such. Then they start ramlbing about their dates, exes and boyfriend.
Since they were sitting bakc in the opposite direction, I couldn't see their face only the back of their head; one was a very darkskin skinny roastie with very short spiky afro, the other one looked vaguely like a middle eastern chick with a caramel tan. The black, I thought was about my looksmatch and the caramel girl was a solid 5.
The black girl started talking VERY loudly about her current boyfriend, the guy she was dating and rambled on about her ex. Her ex as was a rich arab guy, bla bla bla, and then she jokingly sweared she would never date an arab guy again. The middle eastern girl would faintly agreed, and ask her questions. Then the black girl spoke about her current boyfriend and first that came out fo her mouth ;; OMG he's 6 ft 4!!! What about yours??'' The arab girl timidly said 6'3.
Then the black girl showed a picture of her bf; at that point I couldt resist but sthealthily turn my head back to look at her cell phone; and OMG
THE GUY LOOKED LIKE FKING ZAYNE MALIK, its fucking over tbh
The arab girl timidly validated that the guy was extremely attractive but that she coudlt date a guy like that. As their discussions went on, I understood that the arab girl was much conservative and shyer than her loud vulgar friend.
As I was about to leave, at the bus door, I took a faint but good look at them (the black girl was loudly speaking to her sis on the phone at that point ):
holy shit, while the arab girl was fairly cute, the black girl was WAY below me in terms of looks; small jaw, disassembled teeth, wide nose and vile grin on her face.
Although it didn't end too bad; the middle eastern looked at me and she looked visisbly embarrassed by her sassy friend. She awkwardly smiled at me and I left the vehicle.
TO think girls looking like this get railed on by Chad makes me understand even more how guys like us end up in this position; I seldom thought the whole 3/10 foid thing being able to sleep/date Chad was a myth...COPE.
Tough night.
Had left work. It's Friday, I had a long week and wanted to ease my turmoil. For the second time this year, I played with the idea of seeking an escort..
In the subway, I end up deciding it was not worth and would be better and less of a waste of money to simply fap at home...
I did not know what was coming.
In the bus, going home, I sit in the back as usual, with my face looking at the rear side. 2 fems, get in, sit at the seats right behind mine (opposed direction) and start talking loudly.They're college girls going home.
They start talking about their class, college life, summer student job and such. Then they start ramlbing about their dates, exes and boyfriend.
Since they were sitting bakc in the opposite direction, I couldn't see their face only the back of their head; one was a very darkskin skinny roastie with very short spiky afro, the other one looked vaguely like a middle eastern chick with a caramel tan. The black, I thought was about my looksmatch and the caramel girl was a solid 5.
The black girl started talking VERY loudly about her current boyfriend, the guy she was dating and rambled on about her ex. Her ex as was a rich arab guy, bla bla bla, and then she jokingly sweared she would never date an arab guy again. The middle eastern girl would faintly agreed, and ask her questions. Then the black girl spoke about her current boyfriend and first that came out fo her mouth ;; OMG he's 6 ft 4!!! What about yours??'' The arab girl timidly said 6'3.
Then the black girl showed a picture of her bf; at that point I couldt resist but sthealthily turn my head back to look at her cell phone; and OMG
THE GUY LOOKED LIKE FKING ZAYNE MALIK, its fucking over tbh
The arab girl timidly validated that the guy was extremely attractive but that she coudlt date a guy like that. As their discussions went on, I understood that the arab girl was much conservative and shyer than her loud vulgar friend.
As I was about to leave, at the bus door, I took a faint but good look at them (the black girl was loudly speaking to her sis on the phone at that point ):
holy shit, while the arab girl was fairly cute, the black girl was WAY below me in terms of looks; small jaw, disassembled teeth, wide nose and vile grin on her face.
Although it didn't end too bad; the middle eastern looked at me and she looked visisbly embarrassed by her sassy friend. She awkwardly smiled at me and I left the vehicle.
TO think girls looking like this get railed on by Chad makes me understand even more how guys like us end up in this position; I seldom thought the whole 3/10 foid thing being able to sleep/date Chad was a myth...COPE.
Tough night.
