jewsonsworker
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- Aug 15, 2018
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Basically a few months ago I went to a gig and got catastrophically drunk, whilst I was on the outskirts of the mosh pit at the front I was being thrown around a bit and there was this girl that had followed me to the front so I took advantage and started dancing over to her, nudged forward by the friend I was with. The darkness of the room played to my advantage as she couldnt really see my face and because we were jumping I didnt look as short, so anyway after half an hour or so we were dancing together, nothing overly sexual or anything, at point however her Dad came up and asked if everything was okay (it mustve not looked good from behind), and she said yeah its fine. Most of the time I was half a foot behind her and others I was pretty close to be honest, however I went to get drinks several times and danced with my mates at other times throughout the evening, so she had enough space at all times and I wasnt being invasive at all. After the gig, whilst still drunk, I added her and she messaged me in the morning saying that I was being really invasive and horrible.
Anyway turns out she started college at the time I did and is friends with alot of the people in my class, Im just waiting for her to tell someone and for it to spread around the entire college that Im some sort of rapist when in reality I was just drunk and acting an idiot. It will also ruin my plan of just going in, doing the work and leaving as early as possible. Living with the knowledge that at any day she could spread this and ruin my life is horrible, especially as I am a very anxious person as it is.
I hate this so much.
Anyway turns out she started college at the time I did and is friends with alot of the people in my class, Im just waiting for her to tell someone and for it to spread around the entire college that Im some sort of rapist when in reality I was just drunk and acting an idiot. It will also ruin my plan of just going in, doing the work and leaving as early as possible. Living with the knowledge that at any day she could spread this and ruin my life is horrible, especially as I am a very anxious person as it is.
I hate this so much.