Yes, I don't owe anything to anyone but myself, but disappointing myself is the one thing that hurts most.
Thanks mate. I think that my only solution now is a change of perspective. Basically I have to convince myself to believe in some bullshit philosophy like stoicism or some buddhist principles or some shit, and start living life the simple way, live in the moment and all that crap. I've been trying to do this for years, but I'm just a naturally skeptical and cynical person, it's hard for me to lobotomize myself with ideas.
26. It's been over for a while.
Yes, I understand. The philosophies or another copes come to an end , then you have to take crucial decisions. In my case I'm hoping to get a job or whatever thing that I can make money. Then I will try to make new things and cope in a more materialistic and diferent way to see what happens and try to enjoy something of my life, I thing you and all ppl want something like this.
basically what he said. some of it may be your fault, perhaps you turned down opportunities or didn't push yourself enough. but honestly, if you're posting here, you're most likely genetically inferior (ugly, lower iq), also you're probably not from wealth. don't even underestimate the power of nepotism. so many people get their careers started because mommy or daddy owns a business, or they're good looking and made lots of friends in their youth that leads to job opportunities. seriously man. i've had countless career counselors tell me that there's a "hidden" job market which is social networking. so basically, a lot of this isn't really your fault. plus, everyone dies one day, probably nothing happens afterwards, so it makes no difference in the end whether you were "successful" by society's standards or a failure. we all return to dust.
as if your youth and prime was worth anything lmao, prime subhumanity is still subhuman
So in other words even normalfags have terrible mediocre lives that they can't seem to do anything other than waste.
