Venting Roping might not even be that bad of an option now

[TheJester]

THIS POST IS NOT A SUGGESTION TO KILL YOURSELF

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With recent events and the grim look into the future of the world I feel that suicide is actually not that bad of a choice.

I dont feel that "depressed" as I did a few years ago or even just months and yet I feel like roping - its just there arent any good ways for me. If I had a shotgun, id gladly scoop out of this existence.

Like whats it worth? Shit job, barely any money, no friends, no family, no girlfriends and no kids or even need or want for kids and its just working and working and working...no one, not my stupid Psychiatrist or my parents or anyone on the Web can tell me that my life - at this point - is actually worth it continouing.

Continouing FOR WHAT?

More rejection!?
More betrayel!?
More shittalking and bullying at the workplace!?
More anxiety and seeing the world crumble!?


I have no copes left. I am not even interested much in anything.

I might do youtube or dumb Twitch stream...or not. Who knows.

At this point, opting out of ALL of this might not even be that bad of an idea.

The only thing thats kinda holding me back is my parents - as sad as it sounds but these two have NOTHING except me. They have no money, no status, no friends, no family either, no land, no houses, nothing. We are a group of three biologically connected losers.

I feel tired, of everything.

 

[Biowaste Removal]

Aren't you a gymmaxxed German Chad

 

[TheJester]

Aren't you a gymmaxxed German Chad

I wish.

 

[kcarrots]

THIS POST IS NOT A SUGGESTION TO KILL YOURSELF

---

With recent events and the grim look into the future of the world I feel that suicide is actually not that bad of a choice.

I dont feel that "depressed" as I did a few years ago or even just months and yet I feel like roping - its just there arent any good ways for me. If I had a shotgun, id gladly scoop out of this existence.

Like whats it worth? Shit job, barely any money, no friends, no family, no girlfriends and no kids or even need or want for kids and its just working and working and working...no one, not my stupid Psychiatrist or my parents or anyone on the Web can tell me that my life - at this point - is actually worth it continouing.

Continouing FOR WHAT?

More rejection!?
More betrayel!?
More shittalking and bullying at the workplace!?
More anxiety and seeing the world crumble!?


I have no copes left. I am not even interested much in anything.

I might do youtube or dumb Twitch stream...or not. Who knows.

At this point, opting out of ALL of this might not even be that bad of an idea.

The only thing thats kinda holding me back is my parents - as sad as it sounds but these two have NOTHING except me. They have no money, no status, no friends, no family either, no land, no houses, nothing. We are a group of three biologically connected losers.

I feel tired, of everything

Hey if streaming or YouTube could be a cope I recommend doing it best to try everything before deciding if you wanna rope or not hence after that you won’t be able to do anything anymore

 

[Bitter_And_Angry]

I feel the same way more than once, this world is shit, and the worst of it all is due to people who ruin your existence.