TheJester
King of Jestermaxxed
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Every time I had to Deal with a 30+ yo women in my life she starts to hate me almost IMMEDIATELY.
It legit doesnt even matter what I even do. My personality type is ITNP so I naturally feel inhuman.
If I do nothing: "You fucking idiot, stop slacking!" - even if there is nothing to do.
If I do something: "No, you are working too slow, here I SHOW YOU HOW ITS DONE!" (The I "Show you how its done" literally happened to me all my life whether its college physics or the bitch showing me how to clean a window correctly, I hate it so much)
If I dont speak: "Why did you not say anything? Communication is key!" (I have severe social anxiety)
If I do speak: "Can you formulate this a little more nicely?" (Uhm how nicely do they want it?)
If I criticize: "WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?"
If I dont look at them: "Look at me when I am talking to you!"
If I am looking at them: "What are you staring at?"
If I am quiet: "Are you shy!?"
I am talking a lot: "Can you stop interrupting? Let others speak too!"
This has been happening on a cycle for 25 years of my life - that said the entire time.
I am at a point were I am just confused, in discord and at the limit of my mental wellbeing.
No matter what I do - no matter HOW I do it - I do it wrong.
I cant take it anymore, i just want to sleep, forever and ever.
It legit doesnt even matter what I even do. My personality type is ITNP so I naturally feel inhuman.
If I do nothing: "You fucking idiot, stop slacking!" - even if there is nothing to do.
If I do something: "No, you are working too slow, here I SHOW YOU HOW ITS DONE!" (The I "Show you how its done" literally happened to me all my life whether its college physics or the bitch showing me how to clean a window correctly, I hate it so much)
If I dont speak: "Why did you not say anything? Communication is key!" (I have severe social anxiety)
If I do speak: "Can you formulate this a little more nicely?" (Uhm how nicely do they want it?)
If I criticize: "WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?"
If I dont look at them: "Look at me when I am talking to you!"
If I am looking at them: "What are you staring at?"
If I am quiet: "Are you shy!?"
I am talking a lot: "Can you stop interrupting? Let others speak too!"
This has been happening on a cycle for 25 years of my life - that said the entire time.
I am at a point were I am just confused, in discord and at the limit of my mental wellbeing.
No matter what I do - no matter HOW I do it - I do it wrong.
I cant take it anymore, i just want to sleep, forever and ever.