Lv99_BixNood
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View: https://old.reddit.com/r/TwoXChromosomes/comments/1efke0v/do_any_other_woman_struggle_with_being_too/
The part that really really bothers me: I was dirty talking the majority of this time, effectively giving verbal consent. I knew it hurt, I knew I was drunk, and because he was stopping when I said I didn't like something I thought I was in control. I even told him he could spend the night afterwards, but he didn't want to.
Why did I invite him over again after sex hurt the first time? Why do I continue letting somebody have sex with me when it hurts? Why do I perform so much and act like it feels good when it hurts? Why did I feel so delusional the day afterwards that this man cared for me because of the conversation on the couch? Why do I crave sex and intimacy so much that I considered putting myself in that situation again?
Roasties are NPCs even in their own lives