A cute pregnant, girlfriend, waiting for you at home. A happy family. The biggest happiness and joy that human can experience. In fact, the only TRUE happiness and joy. The true meaning of life. This is one of your basic needs. It´s on the same level as food or drink. But you will never have it. You will never have the warm feeling inside, only a giant, cold, gaping hole. A lifetime of depression and mental illnesss. And before you know it, an eternal nothingness, with nothing left behind, a definitive end of your bloodline, which lasted thousands of years and got carried through dozens of ancestors. But in the end, you failed them all. You failed.
