
CrackyChanFan
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What is your relationship to alcohol?
I first got drunk when I was 18 when I bought some cans of beer (legal in my country at 18) then raided my parents cupboard for wine. I just wanted to find out what being drunk was like.
After that I stayed away from alcohol because I hated the attitude of people in my country (U.K.) when drunk. I hated uni drinking culture and the whole pressure to get wasted.
Now in my late 20s I am developing a worrying desire to drink more and more. I got very drunk whilst sat in the back of a van (long story) and I felt happier than I had in a very long time. Now I spend a lot of evenings drinking. I am worried this could develop into a problem as not a lot makes me happy at the moment except getting slightly drunk whilst listening to music.
I first got drunk when I was 18 when I bought some cans of beer (legal in my country at 18) then raided my parents cupboard for wine. I just wanted to find out what being drunk was like.
After that I stayed away from alcohol because I hated the attitude of people in my country (U.K.) when drunk. I hated uni drinking culture and the whole pressure to get wasted.
Now in my late 20s I am developing a worrying desire to drink more and more. I got very drunk whilst sat in the back of a van (long story) and I felt happier than I had in a very long time. Now I spend a lot of evenings drinking. I am worried this could develop into a problem as not a lot makes me happy at the moment except getting slightly drunk whilst listening to music.