i am so retarded stupid and dumb. i cannot even get in to incels.co my 1 st attempt got rejected, i had to search mods and dm them in discord saying please let me in. its so over. it doesnot matter if i rope today, no one cares . but still theres an child that comes out of me sometimes that wants acceptance, happiness . zero cummincation skills, cant understand basic social cues , never been socialized , dont know what to say in social settings. life is just pain. i just hope i get my hands in some pills that gives me painless death.
