There's this girl from college who I met through friends and I've been talking to her for more than 4 months; on December 7th there was a party where some friends were going (who already have girlfriends) and so I decided to call her too, she accepted only to end up rejecting me in the most diabolical way in front of everyone - “I... with you... teehee you really thought you could... that's way too good, I mean, bad for you right?”. Brother, she was laughing so hard she was out of breath, in the end she sayed that I'm very nice and that she wouldn't stay with me because I'm “nice”.
That was humiliating, since then I haven't even been able to show up at college. There's also this 18-year-old girl from my work who takes the same bus as me and I've been talking to her, but I don't know if I should try anything because I'm ugly and there's no way to date being ugly in this shitty world. As there's only a short time left on my contract, I'll certainly confess to her on my last day... I can't stop trying. I can't admit to this filthy condition that is inceldom.
I'm 20 and there's not a day goes by that I don't think about killing myself; we're weak physicall, but we're probably the strongest people psychologically cause it's torture, oldecels are heroes for even being able to put up with it for so long. I have no doubt that in the not-too-distant future the WHO will classify our condition as a pathology worthy of receiving neetbucks from the state and not having to work.
That was humiliating, since then I haven't even been able to show up at college. There's also this 18-year-old girl from my work who takes the same bus as me and I've been talking to her, but I don't know if I should try anything because I'm ugly and there's no way to date being ugly in this shitty world. As there's only a short time left on my contract, I'll certainly confess to her on my last day... I can't stop trying. I can't admit to this filthy condition that is inceldom.
I'm 20 and there's not a day goes by that I don't think about killing myself; we're weak physicall, but we're probably the strongest people psychologically cause it's torture, oldecels are heroes for even being able to put up with it for so long. I have no doubt that in the not-too-distant future the WHO will classify our condition as a pathology worthy of receiving neetbucks from the state and not having to work.
