"But am I gonna have to make peace with the fact that nobody is ever gonna even want to see me in that way at all? The fact is some people just aren’t attractive. And that doesn’t mean I don’t put effort in; I have a good haircut, I’ve got good skin, I dress well, I have good hygiene, etc. But It’s a fact of life that someone who’s a 1 can’t ever make themselves a 5 or a 6, you know? No matter how hard you polish a turd, it’s a turd. And I’m not resentful of it. But at this point, after years of putting myself out there, bettering myself, watching people who have never thought this deeply about this or done any of the shit I’ve felt obliged to do just to be interesting enough to talk to get together with each other so easily, after watching my young, stupid years slip away from me and having absolutely nothing romantic happen, I’m kind of starting to think I need to accept it won’t happen. If I was remotely attractive, someone, surely, by this time, would have hinted at that, or reciprocated, or made that clear."
it's over.
EDIT: just realized that this guy is a fakecel- he had 2 drunk makeouts. My apologies. I skimmed through it bc I read it while I was tired af.
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