Whenever i see women now especially the whorish ones (most of them). I just say in my head i wish you get raped and killed and i keep repeating it and the more i say it the better my mood gets.
For example, today i saw my crush the girl that made me spiral into this point. And all of my emotions have turned to hatred towards her, today i saw her, i didnt wear my glasses so it wasnt clear but i know she saw me. Anyways in my heart what I used to respect so dearly became the most thing i despise. And then i saw her go with chad, which made me happy because she will only be pumped and dumped by him. I cussed her in my heart and imagined her getting raped and killed and i smiled and continued with my day. Today was great.
For example, today i saw my crush the girl that made me spiral into this point. And all of my emotions have turned to hatred towards her, today i saw her, i didnt wear my glasses so it wasnt clear but i know she saw me. Anyways in my heart what I used to respect so dearly became the most thing i despise. And then i saw her go with chad, which made me happy because she will only be pumped and dumped by him. I cussed her in my heart and imagined her getting raped and killed and i smiled and continued with my day. Today was great.
