LDAR Really wish i was dead

[Deleted member 6657]

Idk how I let things get like this... I promised I wouldn't, but I failed again... I'll get out of this hole... soon enough, even though I'll fall back into it.

 

[Rice Cel]

Well I hope that right there is not your method boyo

 

[Deleted member 6657]

Well I hope that right there is not your method boyo

I try sleeping during the day thinking about brutal death. I'd rather be impaled from my back through my chest rather than through my ass. Been thinking of blowing my brains out, but I'd never do it. Idk though I can't afford a gun and never held one.
Just fantasizing instead of going to class or studying

 

[Clock Tower]

Helium bag method seems to be the easiest

 

[Insomniac]

I wish I was never born. My soul hurts every time I see my dad or brother. How could those that are related to me be so superior to me? Why am I like this? I ask myself this everyday.

 

[Deleted member 6657]

Helium bag method seems to be the easiest

Maybe least painful but I wouldn't say it's simple to put together imo. I heard a lot of places put a little oxygen in there too because they know people wanna buy helium to sui

I'm trapped in this life... I'm trapped in this endless night with no dawn...

Helium bag method seems to be the easiest

Also it's more likely to fail than shotgun to the head imo

I wish I was never born. My soul hurts every time I see my dad or brother. How could those that are related to me be so superior to me? Why am I like this? I ask myself this everyday.

My dad and my brother live different lives, as it is in your case. We are forced to walk different paths, and we have no choice but to march as the hooks in our backs drag us along.

 

[Clock Tower]

Maybe least painful but I wouldn't say it's simple to put together imo. I heard a lot of places put a little oxygen in there too because they know people wanna buy helium to sui

I'm trapped in this life... I'm trapped in this endless night with no dawn...

Damn that's sneaky.
I can sympathize. You are probably older than me though so there's still yet for me to go through. I am sorry you think about death all day. I am too much of a pussy to do it.
May you see the light of day soon

 

[StaroRavager]

Idk though I can't afford a gun and never held one.
Just fantasizing instead of going to class or studying

Either leap off a building or create a bomb and detonate it

 

[Deleted member 265]

I wish I was never born. My soul hurts every time I see my dad or brother. How could those that are related to me be so superior to me? Why am I like this? I ask myself this everyday.

 

[Rice Cel]

whats wrong with that method?

Literally the faggiest most homosexual way of doing it. Rope or shotgun like a real man

 

[Rice Cel]

real men commit suicide by holding their breath until they die

If you can actually pull that off and suffocate yourself without the help of a rope or water, that would actually be a very impressive feat. You'd have to overcome your entire nervous system on sheer will

 

[Deleted member 6657]

Either leap off a building or create a bomb and detonate it

This is a good idea. If I die though my parents would have to get an insurance payout to compensate for all the money they spent on tuition. I'd definitely kms if I was on my own with student debt.

 

[StaroRavager]

This is a good idea. If I die though my parents would have to get an insurance payout to compensate for all the money they spent on tuition. I'd definitely kms if I was on my own with student debt.

Take out a loan to pay for your student loans then kys. The banks can’t come after you because you’d be dead, and they couldn’t come after your parents because you already covered the initial loan. Problem solved