Reality and existence is so lame

[DigitalWombat]

So these are really our only choices?

• life is some kind of "school for souls" (where every abused or suffering person was just a pre-planned prop for a Higher Soul who doesn't give a fuck what you want down here)
• it's a loosh prison farm for sadistic Archons harvesting our pain
• it's a painful illusion and the only escape is becoming an autistic monk meditates all day and wants nothing
• obey to one of the big religions that teach you to not question anything and just suck God's dick despite all the logical errors and evil things he does/allows

Is that really it? I'm exhausted. I wish there were better possibilities that made sense. Muslims believe you get a harem of virgins when you die, but Islam is utterly retarded. Idk quantum reincarnation being real and everything being a time loop would actually be hell. I just want to distance myself as far as possible from my subhuman existence upon death