I have been contemplating this a lot, and I want the easiest most painless way out possible. I told myself (now in my mid 20's) that I literally can't see myself as a lonely, socially isolated KHHV.
Whether it's 500 dollars, or 1000 dollars that I need to flush down the drain, I will buy it right off the internet, telegram or mix ingredients and chemicals together for me to take my own life.
Here are the reasons why I'm totally sick, tired and fed up with my shit life:
Reason 1. My Height, I am a short manlet
I’m 5’8", and in a world that worships towering physiques, it feels like a curse. My dreams, especially in sports, are crushed before I even step on the field or mat.
I am Out-muscled before the play begins. Even in dating, the bias is blatant. It’s not just about insecurity; it’s the brutal reality that genetics dictate your ceiling. No amount of skill or effort can override the disadvantage of being born with inferior height. And the worst part? It’s unchangeable.
Reason 2. Relentless Setbacks
No matter how meticulously I plan or how hard I grind, there’s always a setback. It’s like the universe has a personal vendetta. Get a rare opportunity? Something goes wrong last minute. Make progress? A sudden crisis erases it. Work tirelessly? Still behind. It’s exhausting to keep fighting when life feels rigged against you. People say "persistence pays off," but what if the only reward for persistence is more suffering?
Reason 3. Trapped in a Loop & No Escape
Every Damn Day. The same cycle: wake up, struggle, fail, repeat. No forward momentum, just stagnation. I’m not living; I’m surviving. Goals feel like mirages, always visible, never reachable. Even when I try to break free, circumstances (or my own mind) drag me back. It’s a purgatory of monotony, and I’m sick of screaming into the void with no echo in return.
Reason 4. Women are satanic Whores
not even worth trying to date
Women have endless options, DMs, dating apps, orbiters, while the average guy fights for scraps. The top 10% of men get 90% of the attention, and the rest are just background noise. Why waste energy competing in a system that’s stacked against you from the start?
Loyalty? Rare. Women chase Chad today, upgrade tomorrow. Even if you’re a good man, the second someone taller, richer, or more exciting shows up, you’re expendable and it's 1 swipe away in today's laughable clown show. Cheating stats don’t lie, trust is a gamble with terrible odds.
Spend months proving you’re 'not like the others,' just to be ghosted, breadcrumbed, or monkey-branched, while women can be overweight, lay on their ass all day long in their stinky apartment infected with STD's, and theyll still have 1000 thirsty and sorry A$$ simps blowing up her phone. The ROI on dating is worse than a lottery ticket. Why invest time, money, and emotion into a losing battle?
Whether it's 500 dollars, or 1000 dollars that I need to flush down the drain, I will buy it right off the internet, telegram or mix ingredients and chemicals together for me to take my own life.
Here are the reasons why I'm totally sick, tired and fed up with my shit life:
Reason 1. My Height, I am a short manlet
I’m 5’8", and in a world that worships towering physiques, it feels like a curse. My dreams, especially in sports, are crushed before I even step on the field or mat.
I am Out-muscled before the play begins. Even in dating, the bias is blatant. It’s not just about insecurity; it’s the brutal reality that genetics dictate your ceiling. No amount of skill or effort can override the disadvantage of being born with inferior height. And the worst part? It’s unchangeable.
Reason 2. Relentless Setbacks
No matter how meticulously I plan or how hard I grind, there’s always a setback. It’s like the universe has a personal vendetta. Get a rare opportunity? Something goes wrong last minute. Make progress? A sudden crisis erases it. Work tirelessly? Still behind. It’s exhausting to keep fighting when life feels rigged against you. People say "persistence pays off," but what if the only reward for persistence is more suffering?
Reason 3. Trapped in a Loop & No Escape
Every Damn Day. The same cycle: wake up, struggle, fail, repeat. No forward momentum, just stagnation. I’m not living; I’m surviving. Goals feel like mirages, always visible, never reachable. Even when I try to break free, circumstances (or my own mind) drag me back. It’s a purgatory of monotony, and I’m sick of screaming into the void with no echo in return.
Reason 4. Women are satanic Whores
not even worth trying to date
Women have endless options, DMs, dating apps, orbiters, while the average guy fights for scraps. The top 10% of men get 90% of the attention, and the rest are just background noise. Why waste energy competing in a system that’s stacked against you from the start?
Loyalty? Rare. Women chase Chad today, upgrade tomorrow. Even if you’re a good man, the second someone taller, richer, or more exciting shows up, you’re expendable and it's 1 swipe away in today's laughable clown show. Cheating stats don’t lie, trust is a gamble with terrible odds.
Spend months proving you’re 'not like the others,' just to be ghosted, breadcrumbed, or monkey-branched, while women can be overweight, lay on their ass all day long in their stinky apartment infected with STD's, and theyll still have 1000 thirsty and sorry A$$ simps blowing up her phone. The ROI on dating is worse than a lottery ticket. Why invest time, money, and emotion into a losing battle?
