I hate people that parade around with hickeys, flaunting off to the world that yes, on a regular basis, they do have sex. I wish they weren’t so dark so they wouldn’t catch my eye. It genuinely fuels me with so much anger. Everyone in a relationship or sexually active are so useless to society, and they mean nothing to me. It’s like they only exist to annoy me when I go to work and have to see them, sexhavers and couples, on a day to day basis. I wish everyone would stop breeding. I wish our species would just die out. Even with how much I despise couples, and how alone I feel sometimes, I no longer crave to be loved or be in a relationship myself. I rarely even ever feel horny anymore, sex doesn’t appeal me. I can’t help but to think what we consider to be love isn’t real, it’s just infatuation mixed with lust, especially if you’re a lonely person. Even if love is real, feelings fade so fast. Nothing would ever last anyway. It’s just pattern recognition at this point. Whenever my normie fakecel friends get into relationships I genuinely feel joy knowing at some point their stupid fucking bitch gf will leave them and they’ll be alone again, but then I think to myself how they have no problem getting a partner and it will repeat all over again and hate life. It’s like no matter how hard I try to be normal, or how hard I try to focus on other things, I always end up back on this forum.
