I'm kinda wondering if escort-cels are more stable than non-escort copers (regular cooming calms them down) or if possibly the fucking of escorts might make them so jaded that it puts them on a darker path of hatred than the rest of us.
For a guy like me who retains his virginity, I still get stress release by cooming-via-fap. I'm sure it feels better to let loose inside an escort in many respects (like physical sensation ... perhaps on par with a top-of-the-line onahole?) but I worry about the psychological effect of doing it.
By not fucking an escort, I don't encounter the reality of how disinterested a foid is in me that even if I'm gently fucking her with loving intent she could still be dispassionate.
This allows me to have an in-denial inner narrative like "if I ever did fuck an escort and showed her my love, even if she didn't like me at first she might fall for me over time, like a comfortable dirty sweater".
That's deluded/copey as hell, and I overtly reject it, but I don't think we can rule out the idea that some part of our sanity might depend upon that kind of SUBCONSCIOUS hope-cope.
That subconscious hope would be gradually worn away by staring into the dead hateful eyes of honest-acting escorts... or perhaps the animated seemingly-adoring eyes of deceptive escorts who you eventually figure out. One way or another you will eventually encounter the reality of their intent.
How many escort-cels know this on some level (explicitly or intuitively) and deliberately avoid eye contact with their whores? Either you avoid the reality, masochistically embrace the humiliation, or try to cope by sadistically embracing HER humiliation.
I think you could compare this to eating meat. I worry if I ever started butchering animals that I wouldn't be able to eat them anymore.
This doesn't apply to fish (I've caught/killed/cleaned fish and have no problem eating them) but I could see it doing that for more human-adjacent ones like pigs/cattle and maybe even chickens.
There's a difference between knowing in theory a cuddleable animal is killed to feed you and actually witnessing it constantly and burning that reality into your brain.
There's a similar difference between knowing in theory foids don't want to fuck me, and actually seeing their disinterest/hatred/feigned-pleasure 2ft away on a constant basis as I gentle rub my dick inside them.
I think that's why I've avoided it. I'm afraid to fuck an escort. Afraid even to try dating non-escorts, because even if I somehow ascended with one with low self-esteem, she'd still think of Chad as better and abandon me for him. The soul of my cope would be shattered by experiencing it first-hand after having become so intimate.
Escortcels get some level of intimacy (even if just physical and you say it's not mental/emotional) in the sex with the prostitutes, making them closer to the reality of foids feelings, and their subconscious is going to experience the echos of that reality, and I worry about how many can take that.
For a guy like me who retains his virginity, I still get stress release by cooming-via-fap. I'm sure it feels better to let loose inside an escort in many respects (like physical sensation ... perhaps on par with a top-of-the-line onahole?) but I worry about the psychological effect of doing it.
By not fucking an escort, I don't encounter the reality of how disinterested a foid is in me that even if I'm gently fucking her with loving intent she could still be dispassionate.
This allows me to have an in-denial inner narrative like "if I ever did fuck an escort and showed her my love, even if she didn't like me at first she might fall for me over time, like a comfortable dirty sweater".
That's deluded/copey as hell, and I overtly reject it, but I don't think we can rule out the idea that some part of our sanity might depend upon that kind of SUBCONSCIOUS hope-cope.
That subconscious hope would be gradually worn away by staring into the dead hateful eyes of honest-acting escorts... or perhaps the animated seemingly-adoring eyes of deceptive escorts who you eventually figure out. One way or another you will eventually encounter the reality of their intent.
How many escort-cels know this on some level (explicitly or intuitively) and deliberately avoid eye contact with their whores? Either you avoid the reality, masochistically embrace the humiliation, or try to cope by sadistically embracing HER humiliation.
I think you could compare this to eating meat. I worry if I ever started butchering animals that I wouldn't be able to eat them anymore.
This doesn't apply to fish (I've caught/killed/cleaned fish and have no problem eating them) but I could see it doing that for more human-adjacent ones like pigs/cattle and maybe even chickens.
There's a difference between knowing in theory a cuddleable animal is killed to feed you and actually witnessing it constantly and burning that reality into your brain.
There's a similar difference between knowing in theory foids don't want to fuck me, and actually seeing their disinterest/hatred/feigned-pleasure 2ft away on a constant basis as I gentle rub my dick inside them.
I think that's why I've avoided it. I'm afraid to fuck an escort. Afraid even to try dating non-escorts, because even if I somehow ascended with one with low self-esteem, she'd still think of Chad as better and abandon me for him. The soul of my cope would be shattered by experiencing it first-hand after having become so intimate.
Escortcels get some level of intimacy (even if just physical and you say it's not mental/emotional) in the sex with the prostitutes, making them closer to the reality of foids feelings, and their subconscious is going to experience the echos of that reality, and I worry about how many can take that.
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