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braindmgedsleepycel
disabledrottingbasementcel
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why did god make me born disabled and autistic
why did god make me short and overall undesirable to foids
why did god make YOU inkwell?
I went to christian school and all that was learned was "its part of gods mysterious perfect plan" or whatever. thats retarded.
Why wouldnt he make me able to fulfill his holy decree of "go forth and multiply" so I can bring honor to his name by raising a nice christian family? I christianlarped for a long time and genuinely believed. I would still believe if I was not fucking disabled and unable to work a job and if I ever got an ounce of attention from man's other half.
Was it predestined for me to live out my life in a basement, as an unemployable disabled loser who cannot attract women due to my genetics (all things COMPLETELY out of my control)
If so, then he hates me and should not expect me to believe in him. Or, better yet, god does not love everyone equally.
why did god make me short and overall undesirable to foids
why did god make YOU inkwell?
I went to christian school and all that was learned was "its part of gods mysterious perfect plan" or whatever. thats retarded.
Why wouldnt he make me able to fulfill his holy decree of "go forth and multiply" so I can bring honor to his name by raising a nice christian family? I christianlarped for a long time and genuinely believed. I would still believe if I was not fucking disabled and unable to work a job and if I ever got an ounce of attention from man's other half.
Was it predestined for me to live out my life in a basement, as an unemployable disabled loser who cannot attract women due to my genetics (all things COMPLETELY out of my control)
If so, then he hates me and should not expect me to believe in him. Or, better yet, god does not love everyone equally.