Psychoanalysis of porn

[Involuntarily]

I don't know how to ask this but I'll start. I think my cucked mentality shows in the porn I watch. I like to watch gangbangs because I don't think I am worthy to get a girl by herself. I don't have a body type, but I see women as carriers of 'value' and judge them on how much social capital they are worth. In other words, I like to jack it to fat girls and asian prostitutes. Black girls in amateur porn are another subject that I watch because they are less attractive.

I like that they are both cheap and useless, basically fleshlights that are worthless and you use them to cum and do not value at all. However I have a harder time doing this to girls I think are worth more. Its why I like to watch gangbangs because I feel that if i were to lose my virginity it would have to be someone's sloppy seconds and also it would be to someone who is enough of a slut to let me fuck her.

This is a mental attraction, one that I don't know how to explain aside from wanting something attainable. Anyone have their own thoughts on their porn, or how I can change mine?

 

[Weirdcel]

I like to watch femdom porn because I'm kinda beta irl.

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

Yeah lot of people jack off to scenarious they can relate in their mind to.

Fetishes are actually pretty interesting in terms of depth psychology as well.

Read an Article some time ago can't find it though.

Should have your title I guess...

 

[SoCalSuifuel]

In middle school and high school I jerked off to every type of porn imaginable, now I can't watch porn at all. When I see porn now I just think about how women don't like me and how the men get paid to do something I'll never get to do once in my entire life. I only masturbate to my imagination now and I usually masturbate to fantasies of girls I see out in the world, imagine them loving me and desperately wanting me, imagine myself pleasuring them. Pathetic, I know, but it works.

 

[Deleted member 2798]

If I jack off to porn, it's almost always to foids getting buttfucked or otherwise violated. At its root is pretty clearly just a desire to see whores stripped of presentation and reduced to dilated, animate flesh. All the haughty bearing and superciliousness torn apart to reveal a dumb animal enslaved to penetration. Whether they give the appearance of enjoying it or not is supremely insignificant.