SuicideFuel Promiscuous Female Family (pt 2)

[herb1000]

So I made a post earlier about how my sisters and Mom were whores and sluts and it basically ruined my life. Just wanted to know if there's anyone out there that also developed a porn addiction because of something similar? From when I was like 13-14, I literally watched my older sister get fucked multiple times because we shared a room and she made me promise to keep quiet. I barely knew what was going on. Caught my mom fucking a dude, too, while my dad was at work. My mom also made weird comments about liking big dick, when I was little (I can explain further in the comments or private message). Eventually I started watching a ton of porn because I couldn't get a woman and it got to the point where I started smoking weed and gooning until like 6 am almost daily for an entire summer, a few years ago. I'm trying to quit now but I think the damage is done. I got into weird stuff like hypno, cuck, etc and now normal porn doesn't do it for me. I also had ED since I was 19 because of watching too much porn. I doubt I could get it up if I ever get a chance to be with a woman. I just hate my life right now.

 

[Diddy]

I got into weird stuff like hypno, cuck, etc and now normal porn doesn't do it for me.

 

[herb1000]

I know lol. Trust me I hate it

 

[Darth Aquarius]

I literally watched my older sister get fucked multiple times because we shared a room and she made me promise to keep quiet.

Mogs me for seeing a naked foid in person

 

[herb1000]

Mogs me for seeing a naked foid in person

LOL was it worth my sanity though. I'd rather never have seen a naked woman than it be my sister

 

[Bane6]

Honestly, I couldn't have endured that whole fucked up situation...

 

[herb1000]

Honestly, I couldn't have endured that whole fucked up situation...

It sucks dude. Wouldn't wish sister on my worst enemy

 

[Darth Aquarius]

LOL was it worth my sanity though. I'd rather never have seen a naked woman than it be my sister

In front of you is brutal, it’s like she was mocking you to show you what you can never have. Not her in particular but women in general, that’s just fucked. I would fucking kill myself

 

[herb1000]

In front of you is brutal, it’s like she was mocking you to show you what you can never have. Not her in particular but women in general, that’s just fucked. I would fucking kill myself

Yeah idk why she thought that was appropriate. The first time I was like in 8th grade. She told me I better not tell my parents that she snuck a guy in and I was scared since she was older so I listened. And then while in the same room, they proceeded to fuck and she told me to keep my eyes glued to the computer screen

 

[Homegrownman326]

I experienced something similar, cuck fetishes are a survival mechanism tied to the fawn response in fight or flight psychology. It's essentially your subconscious mind recognizing what's wrong, but trying to normalize it and derive pleasure from it because you feel powerless. It's also something that develops gradually, watching porn of a man fucking a woman is already a form of cuckoldry that most men have partaken in. For people in our space, being an incel, and being genetically inferior and acknowledging it and internalizing it as a fact can also feed fetishes. A fetish is your way of contextualizing your sexual reality and trying to cope with it. It's related to fear, hierarchy, physical traits, etc.

 

[sub5chud]

So I made a post earlier about how my sisters and Mom were whores and sluts and it basically ruined my life. Just wanted to know if there's anyone out there that also developed a porn addiction because of something similar? From when I was like 13-14, I literally watched my older sister get fucked multiple times because we shared a room and she made me promise to keep quiet. I barely knew what was going on. Caught my mom fucking a dude, too, while my dad was at work. My mom also made weird comments about liking big dick, when I was little (I can explain further in the comments or private message). Eventually I started watching a ton of porn because I couldn't get a woman and it got to the point where I started smoking weed and gooning until like 6 am almost daily for an entire summer, a few years ago. I'm trying to quit now but I think the damage is done. I got into weird stuff like hypno, cuck, etc and now normal porn doesn't do it for me. I also had ED since I was 19 because of watching too much porn. I doubt I could get it up if I ever get a chance to be with a woman. I just hate my life right now.

What exactly did your mother say?

 

[herb1000]

What exactly did your mother say?

she told me to "massage" and "stretch" my dick daily so it grows and then she was like "girls don't like it when it's small". I was in elementary school at the time and didn't know why it mattered about the size. Looking back now I get what she was hinting at

 

[herb1000]

I experienced something similar, cuck fetishes are a survival mechanism tied to the fawn response in fight or flight psychology. It's essentially your subconscious mind recognizing what's wrong, but trying to normalize it and derive pleasure from it because you feel powerless. It's also something that develops gradually, watching porn of a man fucking a woman is already a form of cuckoldry that most men have partaken in. For people in our space, being an incel, and being genetically inferior and acknowledging it and internalizing it as a fact can also feed fetishes. A fetish is your way of contextualizing your sexual reality and trying to cope with it. It's related to fear, hierarchy, physical traits, etc.

Oh wow that was insightful. I had no idea why I started getting more and more into cuck stuff. Good to know.

 

[sub5chud]

she told me to "massage" and "stretch" my dick daily so it grows and then she was like "girls don't like it when it's small". I was in elementary school at the time and didn't know why it mattered about the size. Looking back now I get what she was hinting at

Honestly as weird as that is she was looking out for you pretty sure that actually makes your dick bigger if you do it before and during puberty

 

[herb1000]

Honestly as weird as that is she was looking out for you pretty sure that actually makes your dick bigger if you do it before and during puberty

I probably should have listened lol. The weird part was the comment...which is funny because she ended up cheating and few years ago on my dad

 

[The Reaver]

Bro what the cuck? You are the man in the house. Beat your mother up and rape your sisters to reclaim the family honour.

 

[boneless goblin]

Bro what the cuck? You are the man in the house. Beat your mother up and rape your sisters to reclaim the family honour.

not everybody likes to be in jail

 

[Bane6]

Bro what the cuck? You are the man in the house. Beat your mother up and rape your sisters to reclaim the family honour.

 

[Namtriz912]

This is the worst story I've ever read! Cheating doesn't compare to having to see and hear this in person.