Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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Maybe it's just me or maybe you experienced this too? Here goes: I guess as incels/outcasts we see through the bullshit of the world since we are young (even before discovering the term incel). So the world loses its "spark", its "magic" that makes normies interested in thing, in anything really. I guess this whole thread could be summarized in the word depression but I only realized it while I was typing cause that's the reason why everything seems pointless and boring.
So you aren't interested in anything, everything seems pointless and not worth doing. So you don't really learn anything. Not only that, over time all this depression and nihilism just narrows down your world, your imagination. Even if you want to learn something and be interested in something you just can't, your mind is numb and hazy.
I guess this doesn't apply to STEMcells as much. But if you're a retard like me who chose degrees without math, then you really don't learn anything, it's all a bunch of bullshit you regurgitate for tests and assignments and then you forget that shit right away cause it's just such useless bullshit. But other than what you learn for your degree, even STEMcels might suffer from this too. People go about their life and learn random stuff, but guys like me are just depressed and stuck in a rut, mind numb and hazy, the years just flying by and the days blending in.
So you aren't interested in anything, everything seems pointless and not worth doing. So you don't really learn anything. Not only that, over time all this depression and nihilism just narrows down your world, your imagination. Even if you want to learn something and be interested in something you just can't, your mind is numb and hazy.
I guess this doesn't apply to STEMcells as much. But if you're a retard like me who chose degrees without math, then you really don't learn anything, it's all a bunch of bullshit you regurgitate for tests and assignments and then you forget that shit right away cause it's just such useless bullshit. But other than what you learn for your degree, even STEMcels might suffer from this too. People go about their life and learn random stuff, but guys like me are just depressed and stuck in a rut, mind numb and hazy, the years just flying by and the days blending in.