BabyFacedIncel
"Just take a shower and get a haircut"
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Its like making me in a weird way, erotisize the fact I never had sex or even touched a women sexually and enjoy the fact other men get to experience what I cant. It makes fapping a lot more intense and not seem depressing and stupid. I dont know how else to explain it, but it is coming to a point where I find being rejected my entire life, and being a desperate virgin erotic. Has anyone experienced this? Like watching amateur porn, blowjob videos I am no longer pretending its me, just knowing this is what normal people do on a regular basis I find it so hot. Mind is really fucked and this is the result of being rejected my entire life my mind is finding my absolute torture, erotic in order to cope whats happened to me. But this feeling of finding it hot, is increasingly strong, almost where it overrides logic, that knowing thats really fucked up, yet I indulge anyway.