No, she had one fucking job. Germany was the land of the gigachads in the 70s and 80s. Tons of tall big jawed angular faced blond Rüdigers walking around. My mother, the gremlin looking half slav/jew that she is, had every chance in the world to simply pick the creme de la creme of male dna and make a healthy strong baby or atleast somewhat upgrade her own shit genes through recombination.
But due to her disgenic nature, her jewish narcissism and lack of natural female instinct made her wait a couple more decades and she literally picked the ugliest darkest recessed chinned weirdest looking slav guy you could even imagine and produced me. Then proceeded to blue pill me for the first decades of my life behaving like the absolute narcissist that she is. My mother effectively has ended her own lineage by being a disfunctional femoid.
So, No. I do not love her.
