Incels.is - Involuntary Celibate

I have been playing the latest COD modern warfare and im just not enjoying it, Its like a movie where you're just along for the ride, It's really numbing and funless, insulting people in youtube comments is more fun, walking 2 kilometers to get food from my local shopping fair is more fun cuz I know the reward is food/drink. as im playing, im thinking this cope cannot compensate all the shitty experiences I had at highschool where my bullies constantly mocked me and made fun of me, they're going to parties and banging their girlfriends while I LDAR playing COD,

what are your experiences with video games??