AshamedVirgin34
Sexlessness survivor
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- Nov 4, 2022
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And here I am, a 21 year-old loser, realizing this, it hurts me because if losing your virginity at 16 is being a late bloomer, then being a virgin at 21yo must be an UNFIXABLE SITUATION, how am I supposed to not be insecure about this, there are fucking teenagers that have done the impossible, the unachievable objective, even though I'm an adult and I'm supposed to know more than them about life, they have crossed the limits of my universe of possibilities, they have achieved sex, romantic love, hookups, they have done the things I can only dream of, but for them, it's not a big deal, if you think about it you can actually obsess over that very easily.
All this time I was an innocent kid who thought it wasn't normal for 15yo teens to get laid, but it seems I was living inside a bubble all this time, isolated from the real world like a fucking weirdo, and I'm tired of people telling me it is my fault, they haven't experienced this hard situation, they shoud stop talking about something they don't know and don't relate to, they should shut the fuck up. That's why I fucking hate sexhavers, they live in a paralel universe, I could write entire poems describing how much I hate them, if you have had sex in your life, let me tell you that I don't know you, I never interacted with you, but I strongly hate you .
Not having experienced teen sex is traumatizing, I hate knowing that I never really was a teenager, because what I experience couldn't even be considered as teenage years, those years were just a mere waste of time without any important event.
I HATE WHEN THE SEXUAL MARKET REMINDS ME I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH.
All this time I was an innocent kid who thought it wasn't normal for 15yo teens to get laid, but it seems I was living inside a bubble all this time, isolated from the real world like a fucking weirdo, and I'm tired of people telling me it is my fault, they haven't experienced this hard situation, they shoud stop talking about something they don't know and don't relate to, they should shut the fuck up. That's why I fucking hate sexhavers, they live in a paralel universe, I could write entire poems describing how much I hate them, if you have had sex in your life, let me tell you that I don't know you, I never interacted with you, but I strongly hate you .
Not having experienced teen sex is traumatizing, I hate knowing that I never really was a teenager, because what I experience couldn't even be considered as teenage years, those years were just a mere waste of time without any important event.
I HATE WHEN THE SEXUAL MARKET REMINDS ME I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH.
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