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Stupid Clown
Everything burns
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I always tried to please people growing up. Be it my family or strangers. More often than not these attempts were met with negativity and disdain. Specifically I remember trying to cheer my parents up and they'd respond in a negative tone and then ignore me. I learned to just shut up and rot by myself. At least I couldn't reject myself right? That and the bullying. Whenever you try to socially engage as an incel you'll always get bullied. Doesn't matter how old you are. Doesn't matter if it's online or irl. I've been met with insults and roasts in both. I tried doing karate to socialize a few years ago and the teacher called me ugly and made jokes in my expense that everyone laughed at. Tried to make friends on discord two years ago and they'd always mock my voice and ignore me when I spoke in VC.
I've learned time and time again that the only place for a guy like me is by myself. I'll always end up alone playing video games and listening to music. That's my fate. Pointless trying to be positive when everyone kicks me down
I've learned time and time again that the only place for a guy like me is by myself. I'll always end up alone playing video games and listening to music. That's my fate. Pointless trying to be positive when everyone kicks me down